thanks for the support i have these few days.
- the smses and calls.
- jon clive and ser for fetching me from sch and coming down to accompany me. was much better after they came down. (:
- mr see who check if i was alright every morning and he would leave after i gave him a smile
- mano who didnt want to overload me and told me to do my work slowly even i had a pile of stuffs.
- those who tried to make me laugh these few days on fb msn etc

first day was horrible cause it just stuck all of us so suddenly. wasnt even prepared for it cause i thought i had a few more mths. i had so many things undone ):

second day was even worst cause thats when the reality sink in. it's just like falling down, but it's more like a fatal fall. kept crying the whole morning, couldnt talk properly. it was very bad till i dropped a bomb on my big boss when he just ask me a very simple qns cause i just burst out crying. i think i scared him. then i stopped. my bro came and talk to him saying that i am gonna cry on wed, thurs, fri and sat and i dropped them another bomb. i lost my appetite. i skipped tea break, i skipped lunch. but thanks to wanling & jes who bought me a cup of milo and force me to take it. i must have look horrible :/ thanks to jon, clive & ser who bought fries and ice-cream and force me to eat, only to return them after 5mouths of ice-cream. thats all i had that day. plus those peanuts i ate while entertaining the guests.

5 hours of slp everyday. wake up to buy breakfast for my gran and the rest before heading to work. after work chiong back home and chiong down. it's was tiring but at least this was what i could do within my ability. 迟来的一份心意.

i am thankful that i get to spend 1 year plus with you. thank you for all that you have done, picking up my soft toy to checking if i have enuf money for my meals. sorry that i am always home so late and made you worry. i gonna miss touching you cause that's the softest skin i ever touch. i gonna miss your smile, but thats the smile i will rem it. rest in peace.