met huiying at amk just now (: and i suddenly rem what msquek told me.

Friends are people that you will still have million of things to say even though you have not been in contact with the person.

how true ((:

i did work today. i talk more to my collegues. (:
i met professors and they are scary ):

TGG breakfast ytd. jon is so poor thing. he is stuck with delinquents now. he says most people in his unit smokes and he is gg to get lung cancer when he comes out. ):

and TGG decided to outcast me cause all wants to go ntu. so i ask ser,
me: ser, can you all dont outcast me ? ):
ser: NO, HAHAHAH !!

see ! im friendless now ):

shopping with min at vivo on sat (: got my clothes = happy happy :D
min is like my only friend i have now ): where are all my friends ?!?!?!?!? i think im gg to make a police report soon to find my friends.


pms-ing.

called msquek today to help me with me appraisal.
it feels so nice to talk to her (:
still the same old her, still cares for all of us.
so i told her a little update about everyone. (:

i feel so calm after the call.
she always has the abaility to help us see clearer and remove our state of confusion.
msquek is the best ! (((:

god, im starting to miss my days with her ):

im like so sick this week. fever started on saturday night and lasted till tue. my temperature went up and down like the stock market. but i still had the stength to scrub my feet, go for padicure and mahjong-ed till 3+am. dont know the energy come from honey or panadol:/ but died-ed after that.

so the fever is gone and now im croaking cause my voice is suddenly like ahdu's and one-side blocked nose.

this is so irritating !

started work at ntu and is boring cause nth for me to do. mostly, i can finished it in a few secs or in about 15mins. then i will have nth to do until i was given work again.

my collegues are nice people (: but im too shy to talk to them so the no. of sentences i said is like countable. i told kemin i become like her alrdy - free rider (: but still they are very nice people.

and the food is cheap i shld say. western food 3bucks and you can get it. but they say not nice, that's why no q ! i think is like okayyy only. mini wok is oso liek 3bucks and you get alot of meat and onions.

anyway, got to meet up with eve and naiy ! have been bumping into eve a few times but i haven since dear naiy for such a long time ! soo happy to see them and i was late. but nvm ! (: a little update from everyone = happy (((:

yay okay. off to slp (:

oh god, i feel so bad to reject people even though it's only a job offer. ): somemore he is a nice person even if he asked stupid qns.

haha and yay ! i've got a job at ntu. (: if only they offered me a slot in the school too ):

rahh im still lost for uni course. bahhh ):

sat - 140309
nus/ntu open house.
met many pple. had a mini 4p gathering (:



nus and ntu is seriously soooooo far. i cant imagine i have to sit on the bus everyday for 1hr+ and change like 3buses in order to reach sch.

went ard with min and zq, plus weiying, xinru, sylvia, yuhui + yin and bran occassionally join in then separated from us again (:

IT fair with yin and bran. not as crowded as last yr though. cause the time we reached is the time when everyone goes home with their 战利品 (: yay and i got my external hard drive ! pretty cause it's black with red stripes :D

sun - 150309
happy birthday to my darling chu and belated to zq (:

headed off to sentosa (: but it was raining ): and we were trapped under the shelter most of the time. went to buy cup noodles at 7-11, but we got dry noodles instead ! the soup all gone -_- but the sun came out and we get to play for 1hr ! dinner at The Musscles Man. full attendance (:

pei has a pro cam ! those professional use one ! so we ka-ching so fast that we taken 300+ shots at sentosa. and ka-ching non stop during dinner and walking ard time, so total 500+ shots. (:

zq that silly girl, she almost made me cry. i was hugging her and she say, "you all like that make me so emo." and i had to suck back my tears. i haven seen her enough yet and she left alrdy ):

no photos cause all at pei there and she has to study.

mon - 160309
kuishinbo with TGG ! the snow crab is lik woah ! damn sweet. the sashimi nice oso ! you dont get to eat free flow sashimi like everyday. :DDDD

there was this couple beside us. they are like short of entertainment. they keep listening to our convo then laugh at us. -_-

so there is this special dish when they ring the bell. limited in qty so first come first serve. hahah. and we koped the melon ice-cream each, except for ser cause she was lagging ! so happens that there are only 30 melon ice-cream and 1/5 of it belongs to our table. heeheehee. and we couldnt finished it and we started making our own limited edition dish with the melon ice-cream and the leftovers.







timbre after that. had shots. (:







anyway, i think i had too much buffet. i dreamt that i was eating teppanyaki :/ and before i could eat it, my phone rang !!!! irritating -_-

tue - 170309
wanted to stay at home but headed out again instead. caught dragonball evolution with yin bran and clive. it's such a stupid show -_- goku is qt cute though (((: but still, it's a lame show -_- dont really encourage people to watch.

went fitness first for bodycombat with yin and bran. yin and i were trama-ed in the female changing room cause everyone was so open and started parading their boobs and butts ard.

bodycombat is so fun. basically we were laughing non-stop. and i have some hand-leg co-ordination prob :/ and the instructor asked up to do some push up and i just sprawled on the mat. if not i just lies on my back when asked to do crunches. and i got musscle ache from this ):

wed - 180309
headed down to kellyservices with min. the consultant is soooooooooooooooooooo ____ (i dunno what word to describe).

he compared min's and my grades and he said to min "am i suppose to conclude that you are clever ?"
i was like "okay thanks ah !!!!" and min was ......... by his question.

mambo at night with TGG minus ser + zijie ! :D the songs are so nice :D my kind of songs (: = old old songs like we used to listen when we are young. phuture is so crowded that you will never made it near the center of the stage. forever at the sideline -_-

met alvin after sooo long. almost couldnt recognise him. all botaks look the same.
me: "you are alvin right ?"
he: "ya. you are joanne right ?"
me: diaos -_-

ohhh myra ! i met christopher there ! and he was dancing with an indian man. woot ! hahaha.

zouk is better. hahaha. like para-para dance like that. all the way till 4am ! and after that my feet hurts ! i think sprain my ankle abit too :/ and something cut my knuckles, so is like one big long stretch of cut. damn pain. zouk uses dry ice like dunno what. keep spraying. rested at macs before heading home this morning with yin. die-ed on mrt/bus/on my bed.

wanted to apply for uni today but i started feeling lost ! not a good day to apply uni. ))):
have been playing too much recently. i want to settle down. job, please come ):

im soooooooo hungry now. im waiting for my godsis to come to the office so that i can leave and meet gh for lunch. i think lunch become teabreak alrdy. so sorry darling ! ):
HUNGRYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im soooooooo tired cos i keep going out EVERYDAY. i think my energy is depleting. sleeping doesnt really replenish my energy these few days.
used energy > replenish energy ):

i want to go IT fair !!! i want my external hard-disk. im thinking of getting a camera too, but....not sure if i shld since i have intention to change my phone to a better one. pointless to get a memory stick now since bro just returned his friend the psp )))))))))))))))))):
im gameless now. sobs ):

i went loof ytd after soooooooooo long with ser and yin. and i conclude, the drinks there is so limited ): but the salmon pizza is still nice. (:

and.....I PASSED MY FTT ! :D ser too ! both of us are going to become some road hazards to others cause we dont know type of brakes to use !!!! come on come on, i want to start driving soon ! (:

im still waiting T.T

TIME WILL HEAL ALL WOUNDS, IT ALL LIES IN YOUR DETERMINATION TO GET OVER AND MOVES ON.

yeah. i've moved on. feeling much better now. (:
no longer require tissue paper by my side. no longer the spolit water tap.
((:

now that mayb i have some plan, guess that im not that lost anymore. 路是人走出来的. so now i just 走一步是一步, see where i will end up to.

things may be bad when im alone initally. sadness was my companion, be it on the bed or on the bus. but the companies i had these few days really cheered me up alot. TGG, torto, my godsis they all...

if min din ask me out on sat morning, i prolly will cry and skipped all my meals till night when i met TGG for dinner.

the encouragement that keeps coming in to my phone, esp from my dearest jiejies they all, are really the ones that made me decided to stop all these crying, cause i really dont want anyone of you to worry bout me so much. so i promised myself that i wont cry over my results anymore.

replies to tagboard
char: yup yup. im well ! see you at ubi one day !

wt: heys ! hope you did well yeah ?

clive: yup. i will find you when i need your PR skills and maybe my cake too. (:

yin: thanks dear ! you take care of your nose yeah ? (:

chu: thanks darling for lending me your shoulder (: i want to play monopoly at your house again with many many pple :D

ser: you will (: you will see me on thurs for FTT -_- i dont want to see a sad cow too. i wont mind a chao ta/char siew-ed/bbq-ed cow though.

yongie: thanks (: but you are ?


im really fortunate,
fortunate to have so many pple who cares bout me.
thank you eveyone, really (:

im sorry that i din do well.
im sorry that i disappoint you all.
im sorry that i scare you all when i din notify you all my results cause i didnt have the courage to do so.
im sorry that i made you all worried cause none of you know where i went to.

chu told me to be strong.
min came to meet me when she knew i was crying.
yi said that torto is always behind me. all i have to do i turn behind.
suwi said that torto is somehwere at the top left of my body and they will always be there for me.
pei called to check if i was okay.
yin said to call her if i needed someone.
clive told me to cheer up and he will rem my cake.
char told me to cheer up too.
kai encouraged me.
veran lended me office and tissue.
joanna, aster, anthea say they will help me find my way out.

sorry to have made all of you worried. just give me a few days and i will be the girl i used to be. i will be able to talk properly without crying, without tearing. just give me a few days will do.

omg omg OMG !

today is like the actual day already !!!!! i totally i feel my heart pump and for the first time in my life i cant get back to slp !

normally at 847am, i shld wake up to go work. and normally at 847am, i was still struggling to wake up. BUT TODAY ! i cant even get back to slp !!

now my mind is in a blank.

went for pedicure with yin last fri. the manicurists/pedicurists (whatever that is) that were serving the both of us were damn funny. A served me and B served yin.

A: 你几岁？
me: err...19.
A: aiyo, 19岁脚就这样 ！
me: 从小就是这样
A: oh 天生的阿? yadada yadada ....................

one min later,
B: (to yin) 你几岁？
yin: 19
B: 19岁脚就这样 ！你们是姐妹阿？
yin and i: HAHAHAHA.

okay. they are like damn lame. -_-

anyway, i saw a rainbow ytd AGAIN ! :D 2nd time within a week ((:



smaller than the 1st one cause the sky is turning dark alrdy. and it left lik half of it. by the time i was on the bus, it left lik 1/4. and then i saw it disappeared ):

met myra and yi to surprise min at clinic (: after that went macs. i haven stepped into macs for bout 2yrs even though is like opposite my house only. i mean the one at my house there.

myra and yi have problems with my nails ah. one keep trying to flatten it, another trying to squeeze the meat inside, another one dont know what the other two trying to convey. hahahahah.

simple time and talked rubbish. like totally no main point ((((: