我想了很多,很多。。。
每次 self-reflect 过后,会有一大堆没有答案的问题。
给自己的答案,都不知道是对还是错。
有可能都是给自己的行为的一堆借口。
这几个月累积下来的东西,我都看在眼里。
我只能说 i am totally disgusted.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SERENA ! (:you see, i barely have any nice photos with you. this photo was taken all the way back in april'08 okay. like when i still had small face. others so easy to find. yours is like super diffuclt !
i know you will say we just took some, but i am lazy to upload lah hahaha.
anyway, take more ke yi jian ren de photos before you leave ): from the last last (last) post, you got like 1mth+, now is barely a mth alrdy. gosh, ):
i am gonna miss you tons !
♥
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updates
#1. i am enjoying sch (: thanks to my two funny friends :D
#2. my work is piling ): tutorials, assessment, project work. IT'S ONLY THE 2ND WEEK !!! -_- i am gg to crash ntu to study with bestie soon. (:
#3. 做人真苦 ):
home is such a study-unfriendly place.
screwed.
after >45hours of not slping properly, i totally like slept through my first day of 2010 :/ i only woke up to go home from yi's house and for dinner -_- been behaving like a zombie ever since xmas week when i came back from kl. i guess i slept all those hours back.
24th - mini xmas party at scbe conference room (: shopping with babes after work (: woohoo ! 4 levels of f21 :D + alvin & chipmunks. theodore totally melts my heart awwww.
25th - xmas with torto at myra's house (((: monopoly deal is such a difficult game !! rotted at my house bus stop with pei until 2+am with henikken & barcardi in our hands.
26th - xmas with TGG at chillies (not flying chillies) and then geylang apartment after that. i still dislike the same old room. bleh. nice new sofa though (: and the aircon is still superrrrrrrr cold !!
28th - orientation. all the walking and playing makes me tired. hmms.....
30th - clubbed at supperclub and zirca with TGG. supperclub feels like a library with all those sofas ard. shooters are not satisfying enough ): zirca is much much better, but no drinks. supperclub has weird music o.o and all of the TGG slept in the afternoon except for me !!! cause i was stuck at the office ): clubbed with my new heels, yet some guy/gay/whatever thrashed me with his at least 6inches heels. stunned. AND WE SAW THREESOME IN ZIRCA ! free show free show ! kind of gross actually hahaha. and i am still wondering how to upload the photos without all the respective sisters and brothers knowing :/ TGG, any suggestion ???
31th - straight down to office after washing up and breakfast at kovan with jon & ser. the only time i slept was during the bus & mrt ride. purposely took bus back to yck so i can slp longer on the mrt. took many many photos, rah rah rah, and it was end of the day. wasnt even doing the right things and keep talking rubbish - signs of not enough slp. i think the day shld be longer cause i didnt managed to finish taking photo with everyone ): 9 mths just passed like that. gosh.
lunched with GG and wt (: nice nice time even though i had to admit half the time i was stoning. cant focus that well anymore.
steamboat & countdown with dearest torto & extended family ((: it's getting bigger hahaha. cosy cosy feeling. i feel loved with all of them ard me ((: taboo-ed, jenga and htht till 5am+ before i knocked out.
2nd jan - i watched sherlock holmes for the first movie in 2010 with yam (: haha, arent you honoured ??? fish & co for dinner :D
no more zombie-fied life maybe till my project period starts. gosh gosh gosh, sch is starting on monday. im super unprepared and i am starting to get nervous. this is worst than having driving test the next day. and i still cant log into the bloody email acct zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
and ser is gonna leave in another 1.5mths !!! it's gonna be fast since 2009 zoomed passed like lightning. i still rem 1st jan 2009. okay maybe not. but i can still rem what i did in the beginning of the year !!! *screams*
new year resolution:
pack my room and keep it clean ! if possible, revamp it :D
work hard ! first class hons, here i come (:
have lesser zombie-fied days.
perhaps you deserved a 2nd chance.