i have been like a super big sotong, keep mixing up the dates.
supposed to fly off on the 5th, but i keep remembering it's 4th and it's on a thurs when 4th dec is a fri. -_-
supposed to leave early for work on 10th dec, yet i keep remembering that i must leave early on tue when 10th is a thurs. zzzzz

and im D.E.P.R.E.S.S !!! i failed driving again ! ):
no demerit pts in circuit, but i crossed the stupid double white line in the circuit which i dont even see myself crossing, so -> immediate failure zzzz (i was hoping that he will close one eye to it if i perform good on the road)
go out road -> traffic light breakdown !#$%^&*()
tester decided to use the route that i fear most -> almost crashed after i cleared the most difficult part ): the other party's car front was just next to my door. how wonderful ! -_-
i dont know how lucky i can get -_-

ser says it's a curse in our class. third try then will pass. ))))))): i just lack of luck ):

but my tester was super duper nice to me. he didnt chionged me and he guided me through the chaotic traffic condition at the traffic light breakdown part.

sigh sigh sigh. i was sighing the whole night to pei. she not depress also become depress alrdy. i dont even need alcohol to feel depressing. ):

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.