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Saturday, September 19, 2009

i was terribly angry this afternoon, but i cooled down now after some food therapy. someone shld stop me from buying too much food when im angry.

i was telling ser that i am so angry that i can kill a cow. and then i started crying in the office cause im super duper angry. and as i talk to her, my tap turned on for another round.

it's good to have a room to yourself because if you cry inside, no one will know, unless my neighbours walk in. so i gave up at 4.30pm. if i continue, i think i will flood the room before knock off. this is the first time i cried at work about work and it will be my last time too.

ser is super amazed that i sweared cause she say this is the first time she see me swearing on msn. and this shows that i am really pissed off.

ser, thanks for letting me rant even though you took 1 hour+ to reply me and i almost burst my blood vessel while waiting (:

anyway, back to update my past two weeks of activities.

050909 - sat

kbox with some of the 0722 (: i haven gone to kbox with friends like since forever. it was fun (: many many funny things and jokes. so now i am like listening back to my old old chinese songs that i rarely touch it.

070909 - monday

met up with TGG for dinner.

jon's back from taiwan ! but he will be flying again. clive too. he bought things for us. initially he gave me his army socks lah -_- he ate the extra large fried chicken there ! and the big bowl of shaved ice and many many things ! yums, i want to go taiwan toooooooooooo. maybe i will need to set aside afew hundreds just for eating.

jon tricked ser and i that yin fell down and sprained her ankle and he and clive gonna bring her to ttsh when they are at vivo -_- ttsh and vivo is so farrrrrrrrrr apart. then i tricked him back say i went home when he called 30mins later, but clive called ser at the same time and ser told him that we are on the way cause i dont have enuf time to tell ser i want trick them ):

dinner at marche and then timbre cause jon didnt drive so he can drink. but when he doesnt drive, it's so hard to get a cab. and we had like irritating and unreasonable people fighting for cabs with us. and after that we had to cab home too. jon, please drive the next time (: you, ser and i can take turns to drive when we passed our test :D

and i lost my bracelet that i only wore it for 4days )): and i got no idea where i dropped it !!

100909 - thursday



dinner with msquek and torto for trs' day ((: i know it's like after 10days, like super belated. i was totally looking forward to thurs since beginning of the week (: motivation motivation !

ms q under-estimated us. she thought that we are not going to care about her two years after we left sch. but we proved her wrong (: this is the third year and counting (: she says we are the most thoughtful ones heehee (:

when there is torto, it means pure happiness (:

i always wanted to kope this from suwi's blog:
a gang of pretty and always-there-for-you and we-shall-laugh-and-cry-tgt kind of girls/tortoises from sec sch. pai ming bu fen xian hou! xu keminnnnnnnnnnnnnn, the food koper; free-rider during most of the sharing sessions but can make very pretty things and is someone always close to your heart.oh and the very nice one
who always laugh at what i said when no one else is laughing ._. myra loke lay seeeeeeeee, the 'pistachio' who would get very serious when she is supposed to be and a girl whom you would realise tht she doesn't laugh every single sec only if you're close enough to her. gandang lim pei peiiiiiiiii; the entertainer who only likes to entertain us :D the one who would go all out to make her loved ones happy and OH, has a very scary amt of perseverance. pearlyn oh; the forever blur and the one who would make you laugh just by looking at her and yes, she is not as brainless as she looks. liew jia yiiii, rare combi of brain, look and discipline. a warm and cute transformer disguised as ice mountain and oh ya, very skillful when she sleeps in class. lai zhen qinnnnn, the young yet matured one. sneeze yet sounds like coughing haha. good listener, comfortable company and someone whom you do not have to meet often yet can stay close to. changchuyan; a girl with attitude but she is nice and reliable when you dont piss her off :D we are the privileged one whom she would try to be not that easily pissed off by, esp by our amazing speed. jocelyn wong; no of cos you are not the last! soft and nice. sorry if i sound like i'm describing some puffs here haha. soft that' why lovable. but also because of her softness, she made our blood pressure shoot up very high. for the fear of all of us getting high bp because of her, she is learning to be tougher! but she is still a tap that get turned on very easily. omg that sounds wrong again. ok and the last one is me! lala i'm the most normal one :D

htht soon my dears ? i miss all of you so much !

110909 - friday
met up with 68.dex for celebrating dior's birthday + farewell for xinhui. OHMYGOD, I FINNALY MET BINGX AFTER LIKE TEN MILLIONS YEARS ! i have not seen her since she went nj after sec2. she is as funny/lame as ever and her legs is still superrrrrrrrrr long.

random chats about everything and everyone we know. initially didnt want to go cause wasnt feeling very well but i think if i didnt go, i would have regret. it wasnt a full clique gathering. i think we never had one full clique outing before. quite cursed eh. the only ones are like the recess / lunch we had in sec 1 :/ but then, i managed to meet everyone from 68.dex from the two dinners that we had (: yay !

120909 - saturday
damn tiring. was travelling to and fro the whole day. my bro refuse to fetch me ! cause he says that it's very lame for him to fetch me go and come home again. bleh. went party-ing at chalet. okay, not exactly party-ing. gave bestie a supriseeeeeee (: dont you love me more now ? haha.

had a very nice night there even though i barely knew anyone. but i made friends. all of them are soooo nice and sweet and funny people (: booked a cab and they uncle lost his way in ! faints. by the time i reached home it's like 1 am. dead beat.

130909 - sunday
COMEX FAIR. it's total madness ! the queue at starhub is freaking long -_- it's like spilt into 4parts. zzz i was telling my bro that my human phobia is coming back. SO MANY PEOPLE !! he wanted to help his friend to get a phone but toooooooo many peoooopleeeeee, so he decided to do it through the tele-marketing system.

singtel next and it's freaking fast. i dont even have time to fully decide on which phone to get and it's my turn alrdy. so i bought htc diamond2 and i become so handicap with it cause i dont know how to use !!! till now, i am still learning new things about my phone everyday.

timsum at yonghe after that. they are selling the taiwan kind of meatball. so i ordered that and i was disappointed cause it doesnt look like the one on tv. the one shown on tv like very messy, no definite shape, wobbly wobbly kind. this one is like......too neat. ): maybe im like gu jun pyo who thinks that eating maggie mee with pot lid is much nicer than eating in a bowl. so maybe if it looked messier, prolly i'll think it's nicer :/

and and and, i have been lunching with bao gh and yubin on mons and/or tues (: going to sch with chu for two fridays (: at least i still get to talk abit to chu on fri mornings. even though it's not much, but it's more than enough ((:

i know you fell but i see you standing up again (: i see you looking better day by day. i think i'll be able going to hear your contagious laughter soon (: stay strong ! we are all your shelters (:
Friday, September 18, 2009

Dear _____,
Thanks for the big pile of SHIT. If you need my help, I will gladly render you my service PROVIDED YOU SHOW ME THAT YOU FUCKING DESERVED IT.

Thanks and regards
Jocelyn
Thursday, September 17, 2009

this.is.craps.
......
Wednesday, September 2, 2009

#1. okay i failed my driving test. totally expected. i wasnt that sad with myself. i knew i wouldnt pass with all the bad omens -_- but i think i was more sad that i disappoint qt a few people.

firstly, it will be my instructor. i actually had to suck back my tears when i was telling him my results. i think next will be my mum :/ then the next will be my godma. i had to hold back my tears (again) when she called me. thats the nice thing about phone. caller cant get to see the face. then there is my godsis. she gave me this handphone accessory thingy that says FAITH and she was all excited when she call me but erm i had to pour cold water over her :/

so yeah, i shall pass the next time (: cross fingers ! and i must rem to bring umbrella for driving lesson each time -_-

#2. a friend was passing a very simple comment yet it made me think for a few days. "why today you never go out ? your friends all start school, very busy, never find you ah ?" i know she didnt meant it that way but i just cant help thinking. oh whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr. bleh

#3. i feel appreciated. (: was rushing out the ppts. i bet i had like ten thousands typo errors but the most classic one is that i typed "shit down" instead of "shut down" -_- luckily the ppts were checked first. can you imagine if no one checks and the slides are shown during lectures ? the students are going to laugh until they die sia. okay, no link with feeling appreciated but i happy jiu okay ! :D

#4. i have a bunch of silly girls in torto (: they just make my day enjoyable ((: and as always, stand at random places to talk and at these random places, we still block other people's way :P

#5. i dont know how i should feel :/

#6. date with best friend :D troublefree day ((:

#7. BOF make me cry like zzzz and my eyes were so swollen that i had to wear spects to work. rach says i look like goldfish with those swollen eyes. ): and i still haven watch finish !!!!!!

#8. eye candy says hello + smile ((((((((((((: AND I WAS IN MY UGLY SPECTS !#$%^&*()

#9. i am still killing ants. this is like my top to-do-list each morning. -_-

#10. laptop's working fine again ((((: no more hanging. no more crazy stuffs. new motherboard + LCD = a laptop that is as good as a new one :D only it doesnt look new.

#11. a few weeks ago, while photocopying invoices, i saw the power box. dont know what you call that. anyway, it's the one that has many many buttons in it and you can power shutdown the electricity of the whole office/level/building ? dont know how to explain but understooded can alrdy. and then i suddenly rem the night where arif and farhan were bringing out the bench from some super small storeroom and they are cursing and swearing, while i was standing at the door there and laughing damn hard. totally missed those human-phobia days. okay, by any chance the two of you are reading this, you are being missed okay. stop saying im heartless. (:

okay slping time ((: