got back results today.
22 is lik the last class of the whole cohort. i always have thot that our class is lik normal normal okay okay avg class. but then, when it was shown on the screen, is just total shockness. out of 37 classes, we were ranked 37th. we were never last before.
my mood totally changed. is as good as the weather outside in the afternoon.
bus ride back from sch are the time i reflect my whole day in sch. so i stoned on the bus and reflected. what ser ser say keep appearing in my mind, "we are in an avg sch. now we are last in cohort means that we are below avg." she make sense. with the current grades we have, we cant even make it to anywhere.
met an old friend of mine at amk and we talked on the bus. the diff btwn me and her is that she missed her A by a few marks but for me, i missed my pass for by a few marks.
though my ranking pt remained, grade A seems so far for me.
now im lik damn scared and this feeling is lik so damn familar.
so my brain has to maximise its usage now. i dont have to space and time to think bout other things. i cant even save myself now.
pple, u have lik less than 480hrs now till Alvl. so you shld stop reading blogs. go study !
