SHE.HER.

2010-10-01T20:47:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i will die of heart attack or liver failure. ytd pei li jiejie just confirmed with me that my liver is not functioning well cause it cant breakdown the alcohol i took, thats why i am always soooooooooooo red. HAHAHA. well, he is as red as me but his liver is of cos blacker than mine HAHAHAH

IT'S PARTY TIME YO !
sch bash last night and it was sooooooooo boring -_- i mean before the music starts. so the group of us went out to get our own drinks and went back for music again, which only started at 11 -__- and i think it's kind of weird to see the guys smoke. it's not as though i dont know they smoke, but seeing them smoke right in front of me, it's weirddddddd.

had fun with my uni friends ((((: they are sooooo high ! they are a group of very funny people cause i pulled them in and they spread out again -_- YAY i am happy that i managed to dance out my mee sua which i had for dinner HAHAHA. it's such a rare sight ytd. haha. seeing them do thing they dont normally do HAHAHA they amazed me totally.

and i got so hungry that after i reached home. incredibly hungryyyyyyyy. wanling came my house to stay and i keep telling her im sooooooooooo hungryyyyyyyy. but it's 3+am alrdy, want to eat also cant zzz hungry + painful feet (what's new !)

HTHT ! okay, more like normal giggling session hahaha. which ended my morning yay ! (:

2010-07-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

thanks for the support i have these few days.
- the smses and calls.
- jon clive and ser for fetching me from sch and coming down to accompany me. was much better after they came down. (:
- mr see who check if i was alright every morning and he would leave after i gave him a smile
- mano who didnt want to overload me and told me to do my work slowly even i had a pile of stuffs.
- those who tried to make me laugh these few days on fb msn etc

first day was horrible cause it just stuck all of us so suddenly. wasnt even prepared for it cause i thought i had a few more mths. i had so many things undone ):

second day was even worst cause thats when the reality sink in. it's just like falling down, but it's more like a fatal fall. kept crying the whole morning, couldnt talk properly. it was very bad till i dropped a bomb on my big boss when he just ask me a very simple qns cause i just burst out crying. i think i scared him. then i stopped. my bro came and talk to him saying that i am gonna cry on wed, thurs, fri and sat and i dropped them another bomb. i lost my appetite. i skipped tea break, i skipped lunch. but thanks to wanling & jes who bought me a cup of milo and force me to take it. i must have look horrible :/ thanks to jon, clive & ser who bought fries and ice-cream and force me to eat, only to return them after 5mouths of ice-cream. thats all i had that day. plus those peanuts i ate while entertaining the guests.

5 hours of slp everyday. wake up to buy breakfast for my gran and the rest before heading to work. after work chiong back home and chiong down. it's was tiring but at least this was what i could do within my ability. 迟来的一份心意.

i am thankful that i get to spend 1 year plus with you. thank you for all that you have done, picking up my soft toy to checking if i have enuf money for my meals. sorry that i am always home so late and made you worry. i gonna miss touching you cause that's the softest skin i ever touch. i gonna miss your smile, but thats the smile i will rem it. rest in peace.

2010-06-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

somebody is irritating the hell out of me. this certain person is seriously trying too hard. you shld stop trying SERIOUSLY, because it's really irritating. (though you aint gonna see this)

anyway, my mum is gonna puke blood at the time i come home everytime i go out on friday nights or weekends because it gets earlier and earlier each time HAHAHA

k with pei & marcus last week and we sang from 12 - 3am ! woohoo ! finally sang k after so long. pei was unleashing all her stress ( HAHAHA ! ) they have been trying to get me out to sing for 2-3 weeks but either i alrdy got plans or i never pick up phone WAHAHAHAHA

dinner and minds cafe with uni friends on fri ((: the attendance was much higher during dinner. i was the only girl with one group of guys cause ms angwanling decided to be a 孝顺 daughter and eat with her mum before coming out to meet us. and her phone owns totally ! -_- she dont know the way to wherever we were and her phone cant hear the party who was calling. rocks ah. minds cafe was such a joke. i laugh until i was tearing !!! (when was the last time it happened ?) and then i reached home at 4am and slept at 430 am.

the timing just get earlier and earlier.
the only time i had been good was tonight. home at 10 after dinner with tgg.

aiya, i shld just give up my good girl plan. fail totally !!!

out of 5 days work, 3 days lunch out ((: benefits of a free rider :DD out of the MANY times i went out for lunch, my bro only brought me out like 3times. i had people from other dept driving my female colleague and i out to eat muahahahaha. they went to find bubble tea shop for us cause we girls were craving for it :DDD free rider is good !!! and i had like 4 security guards who recognise me now HAHAHA

results's out ((: my hands were shaking while chking. ALL CLEARED WOOHOO :DDD maybe i shld show my ever dearest econs teacher my grades for macro. i bet he wont believe me just like how he didnt believe jon scored A for econs. MUAHAHAHA. to think i used to failed like dont know what during my jc years. MUAHAHAHAHA

i want to do sth to my hair. i want to change colour even if it means ahlian. i have to do it soon before im running out of time. i cant go work (as a perm staff) with an ahlian hairstyle. got to do it before end of the year ? provided i dont get killed by my brothers and sisters. (:

2010-05-29T15:49:00.002+08:00

i think i shld give up my plan of trying to get home early. hmms.

had mj session with limpeipei, marcus & family last sat. home at 3+am :/ you dont see tutors playing mj with their students and their family. i think im the first :/ even popo also say "wa, teacher also come mj" HAHAHAHA best thing is we dont play with chips / money. loser will have to wash up the plates/bowls/pots HAHAH so cute eh (:

dinner with gg, minli & wan ting on wed ((: chit chat chit chat. and the cheapo wan ting and i keep asking for refills and vaccum up whatever that is left on the table :D korean is love :D sadly, the rest could join us ):

manicure & chitchat with my telepathic friend and birthday celebration for the apr & may with my uni friends last night ^^. service at timbre was disappointing. made reservation at 8pm, reached there in time yet there wasnt any table for us -_- waited for another almost 1 hour, managed to get a table but it started drizzling just when we wanted to order -__- in the end still no table for us -___- so we changed placed to brewwreks. luckily we changed, else we wouldnt have enjoyed so much :D too bad our two lao da didnt join us. sadded. drank pretty much (oops !) and didnt get red (yay !). but i drank my last few mouths too fast and i got damn red and all my friends started snapping photos of me. thats the consequences of people anyhow 干杯 with you lah hahaha.

work has started. totally rot there like everyday. there wasnt enough work for me to do. i had to keep nagging them to give me some work to do but they got nth to give me -_- i found my long lost brother there. he looks so much like my brother !! so he is my second brother now hahahah.
i am a special case there. because everyone knows i am my bro's sister so nobody dared to bully me. they are afraid my bro will drive a tank and chase after them shld anything happen to me HAHAHA i guessed that i am too well protected there so i not sure if i am going to get to learn anything :/ sian sian sian. i dont like to rot at work !

2010-05-15T14:33:00.003+08:00

i shld try to be a good girl !

within one week, i hanged out till in the middle of the night TWICE. havent get scolded yet but i am so gonna try to avoid it.

#1. prawning with uni friends and impromptu supper at prata house all the way till 3.30am ~
TONS OF FUN AND HELL LOTS OF LAUGHTER (((: i swear we were like the noisiest bunch of people. they made me realised that i actually havent had such fun for a long time ((:

#2. prata + mj with my secret society friends (HAHAHA ! ) all the way till 2.30am ~
MY SECRET SOCIETY FRIENDS ARE SUCH A JOKE MUAHAHAHAHA
before i head out of the house, my mum told me she dont want me to reach home at 3am again. i happily told her i wont cause chances not high. so in the end 2.30am ! can consider as improvement i think :/

super gulity.

sometimes i really think that my license is useless -_- rahhhh

2010-05-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

today marks the end of sem 1
sch term ended so fast
study break ended so fast
exams ended so fast
is my holidays gonna end very fast too ?? ):

and i had my most vulgar paper today because i sincerely dont know what the questions are talking about. actually, i dont even know what the subject is about -_- and not enough time )):
I DONT WANT TO RETAKE THIS MODULE AGAIN ):
i worry ):

had sakae with wanling, perry, justin and gerald after the paper today. we all deserved some good meal after being tortured for today's paper when junwei ray and jes all finished on wed.

i only rotted like half a day and i buai tahan alrdy -_- i still got a few days of next week to rot OH MY GOD !

TO DO LIST !
#1. go swimming !
#2. go running !!
*i think i gain back whatever i lost beginning of the year ever since study break, that's if i did lost any in the first place. if not, add on !!! ):
#3. practice driving more !! and perfect my parkingggggg !!
*i drive machiam like i got no license -_-
#4. try driving ALONE (optional + provided bro allow :/)
#5. hello job ! come to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#6. i wanna go shopping ): but #5 first (:
#7. spend some time rotting at godma's house. haven rot there for qt long alrdy.

2010-04-18T01:22:00.004+08:00

just came back from SHE concert and 感触很多

the three girls sang 老婆. simple lyrics yet powerful. + their voices really touches us.
singing with them, seeing the lyrics, my tears just came down. pei's as well. mini waterfall. i believed both pei and i were thinking about the same thing, which is TORTO cause this is our song (: seeing the 3 of them is like seeing the 9 of us tgt. the feeling is the same.

CHUYAN JIAYI KEMIN MYRA PEARLYN PEIPEI SUWI ZHENQIN ! this song is for you (:
every meetup is a motivation to me, i believe this applies for everyone too.
it's our 6th year this year, and there's many more 6 years to go (:
the ups & downs we had together, all the tears and laughter.
thank you for appearing. 爱你们很多很多！♥

i saw this somewhere:

friends are siblings that God had forgotten to give us.

i think He left out one whole bunch for me, so He sent all of them to compensate me ♥

老婆

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边
爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心
当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

2010-04-16T11:09:00.002+08:00

have been a good girl this week (:
study study study !
this whole week super motivated !
SHE concert IS TOMMORROW ! :D
maybe i found my mugger bug friend too (:

and i wanna watch monga badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!

2010-04-01T10:22:00.005+08:00

caught HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON with yam on mon (: history didnt repeat eh hahaha ? i mean your symphony hahaha. anyway, toothless is so cuteeee ! nice catch up with yam ((; and she gave me my super advance birthday present (:

i told her i will open it on my birthday buttttt...i took a peak at it. okay, i open up to see actually hahaha. THANKS YAM ! (((:

before that was studying at nie with bestie. she spend all her time doing her project while i played bejeweled + some gingerbread man game till her itouch ran out of batt, farm-ed, fb-ed, psp-ed. so in the end, i only read ONE page of chapter 4 during the 5 hours stay there (: incredible hahaha.

sun was more productive cause i managed to tidy up my accts notes but bejeweled most of the time. darling, KEEP UR ITOUCH AWAY FROM MEEEEEE !

and the bus ride that attempted to make me kiss a random stranger cause it was sooooooooooo unstable. (luckily, it didnt happen -_-) the bus uncle turn too fast lahhhh. and bestie had to like laugh at me lahhhhh.

i am so happy i finally submitted the marketing project. because it's killing me !! one whole week of unearthly sleeping time zzz i truely understand why i am a accts student ! (:

sian sian sian, not again zzz hais

2010-03-24T22:35:00.004+08:00

jes and i tong bang perry's car to amk and we had a lesson in his car.
晴天霹雳阿！！！！！
*thunder and lightning*

but it's always nice to listen to whatever he says because you will always gain some insight from all these rubbish talking *enlightenment* i think my uni friends always enlighten me somehow (:
and it's time to throw away marketing project ! WOOHOOO ! finally finished. great sense of achievement cause we squeezed 3mths work into less than a week ! HAHAHAHA. last min's work always give people a greater sense of achievement than consistant work. but the result is another issue HAHAHAHAHA (:

drove on the road in a CRV today ! without all my neccessities -_- 2nd bil lended me his car. he says to let me drive. i thought he was kidding but he was serious. drove a car full of passengers back from gardens to home after dinner. 3 adults (excluding me) + 2 kids. i hope i didnt scare them :/

it's freaking scary !! i had 6 lives in my hands !! i swear my legs were trembling. the car is like damn wide and tall compared to uncle poh's car. and seriously, auto car is so much easier. why did i torture myself for the past 1 years ? sis was like guiding me back. bet she super stress. she told me to go at my own pace and dont listen to whatever bil told me to do HAHA

but its fun though ! i told all of them to buckle seat belts (even those from behind). dil was saying it's qt scary but i told him to have some confidence in me HAHAHA. edgar says i drive slower than his dad. like duhhh. he rated my driving avg only :/ i just love my nephews (:

drop them off at downstairs before i go parking with bil. i insisted he sit in front if not i wont drive off haha. habit habit. i needed someone to sit beside me. took awhile to park cause i just cant position it properly in the middle. and he spent some time to tell me stuffs to let me familiarise with the car. after that, i went home and keep asking if i got xia si them. HAHAHAH

everyone: how's ur parking ?
me: there is much room for improvement (:

driving is cool shit ! :D WOOHOOOO !

2010-03-20T19:55:00.003+08:00

updates !

#1. all the assignment decided to due all in the same week. had troubles trying to complete business computing assignment. headed to wanling's house to chiong overnight but both of us ended up sleeping beautifully right in front of our laptops hahaha.

#2. achieve enlightenment while talking. (: i am not so bothered anymore wheeeeee !

#3. lunched with bestie after like a million years ((:

#4. I FINALLY PASSED DRIVING ! WOOHOOO ! (:
my dad: when is ur driving test ?
me: erm today lor.
my dad: no wonder you are praying today.
HAHAHA.

#5. IT fair with schmates (: shagged but managed to get my thumbdrive. has been thumdrive-less ever since i handed the one i had been using for my assignment. TCC after that (:

#6. met up with the tortoises after a million years too. ((: for zq's 19th and suwi's dance performance ((: chill out, did before-supper-exercise cause we missed the last shutter bus and had to walk all the way to wiwi's hostel, supper and home (:

great wonderful day cause #4-6 happen in the same day (:

#7. torto met up again for chu's 20th ((:

#8. sch is fun with my friends. but the LT is damn cold. zzz all the sch fees went to pay for the electricity bill alrdy.

#9. met with a minor accident. perry picked gerald jeslin and i up for project. people in front jamp brake. perry jam brake. behind jam brake but ram-ed into us. BANG ! jes and i were sitted behind and we were like O.O the undercarriage dropped and people were looking weirdly at us when driving on the way to the workshop. stop halfway to tape the undercarriage up just in case it catches fire. gerald says i shldnt drive cause i will be the next one since wanling almost had one accident, then next was perry. -_- hmms, touch wood leh !

#10. results for midterms out ! managed to scrap a-not-bad-result for both tests. a few more results to be known. managed to get treats because we all had a bet. the one who scored the lowest had to treat. soon it will be my turn, which i guess is marketing hohoho.

#11. stayover at chu's place. htht ((: slightly overslept (i think) but still managed to get to sch on the dot. her house is a few bus stop away from my sch ! :D

#12. when back scbe ytd (: fun fun fun ! hahaha. great catch up with minli. all the 38-moments with the rest of the people. missed having a huge crowd in a small room. and i missed all the GO people. seeing yam, yl and sy standing tgt feels great (: and they keep harping on my eyes. ): gg says i look like as though i been through alot. looked very 沧桑 hahah. and everyone says i changed alot. :/ like where ????? hahaha. and was hiding in wt's lab for the rest of the time, even after work time. haha ((:

2010-02-27T23:02:00.003+08:00

two disappointments ytd.
one expected, one unexpected.
but I got a surprise visit last night (: somehow, managed to fill up the hole of disappointment ((:
jiayou, my friends !

today, my turn to cause disappointment. perhaps sorry is not enuf.

2010-02-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

at this rate of walking, my ankle will take FOREVER to recover ):
meaning, i will have to give up my heels )):
meaning, the pain will still haunt me ))))))):
arrgh.

2010-02-01T10:49:00.002+08:00

my mum has a very clumsy daughter.
i started sat with a good morning and end the day with a fatal fall -_-

the day was good (: met yam in the afternoon, had lunch tgt and caught HACHIKO ! (: the movie is just so touching ! then i lure yam into secret recipe (with our swollen eyes) so i can buy her a birthday cake ! yummy cheesecake ! yum yum (: but i was really hungry when i told her i am in order to get her in.

and i saw zhang dongliang ! qt a good view somemore hahahahahaha !

headed down to meet chu&ter at hougang and we walked over to punggol park tgt for ser's farewell party ! i finally met chu after ten thousand years of not seeing her (((((:

bbq, talk talk talk, eat eat eat and i was tired even before 11pm. so i cabbed home and while walking down the stairs from my house carpark, within 1sec i was on the floor alrdy. i dont even know how i fall !!! i am very sure i didnt missed a step. somemore is the last step leh -_- and i sprained my ankle (which i sprained it for 3 times alrdy), scrapped my kneecaps and broke my slipper. my right leg foot went jellied. i had to like sit at the staircase cause i cant move. it was swollen like immediately. and then i checked my pedicure cause i felt my nails for scrapped too. but since cny coming alrdy so heck care. and my knees were like bloody painful.

i sat at the staircase thinking how to make it home and i started tearing cause it was bloody painful.
everyone in my house slept alrdy. i see my godma's living room lights on but i scared i scare the hell out of them.
so i decided to get home myself. left knee super pain, right ankle super pain. somehow i managed to walk to my lift. then came the staircase. i had to go down one step at a time. legs all wobbly, my hands trembling (i dont know why). then i open the door and i see my mummy and i started sobbing cause it's bloody painful !!!!

sinseh-ed ytd. my knees were giving me more probs then my ankle. i kept saying it's damn pain to my mum but there's nth she can do. and pus kept coming out ): my aunt (who is a nurse) came to send my grandma back and she did the cleaning & dressing of my wound. she say she is gg to bring back saltwater from her office and i begged her not to. saltwater = i rather die. by night time, pus was still coming out. zzzzzzzz i am so dead.

and HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO GO SCH LATER !?!?!?!?!?? zzzz
and THERE IS TONS OF STAIRCASES IN SIM zzzzzz
i hate stairs !!!!

2010-01-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

我想了很多，很多。。。

每次 self-reflect 过后，会有一大堆没有答案的问题。
给自己的答案，都不知道是对还是错。
有可能都是给自己的行为的一堆借口。

这几个月累积下来的东西，我都看在眼里。
我只能说 i am totally disgusted.

2010-01-16T01:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SERENA ! (:
you see, i barely have any nice photos with you. this photo was taken all the way back in april'08 okay. like when i still had small face. others so easy to find. yours is like super diffuclt !
i know you will say we just took some, but i am lazy to upload lah hahaha.
anyway, take more ke yi jian ren de photos before you leave ): from the last last (last) post, you got like 1mth+, now is barely a mth alrdy. gosh, ):
i am gonna miss you tons !

♥
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updates
#1. i am enjoying sch (: thanks to my two funny friends :D
#2. my work is piling ): tutorials, assessment, project work. IT'S ONLY THE 2ND WEEK !!! -_- i am gg to crash ntu to study with bestie soon. (:
#3. 做人真苦 ):

2010-01-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

home is such a study-unfriendly place.
screwed.

2010-01-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

after >45hours of not slping properly, i totally like slept through my first day of 2010 :/ i only woke up to go home from yi's house and for dinner -_- been behaving like a zombie ever since xmas week when i came back from kl. i guess i slept all those hours back.

24th - mini xmas party at scbe conference room (: shopping with babes after work (: woohoo ! 4 levels of f21 :D + alvin & chipmunks. theodore totally melts my heart awwww.

25th - xmas with torto at myra's house (((: monopoly deal is such a difficult game !! rotted at my house bus stop with pei until 2+am with henikken & barcardi in our hands.

26th - xmas with TGG at chillies (not flying chillies) and then geylang apartment after that. i still dislike the same old room. bleh. nice new sofa though (: and the aircon is still superrrrrrrr cold !!

28th - orientation. all the walking and playing makes me tired. hmms.....

30th - clubbed at supperclub and zirca with TGG. supperclub feels like a library with all those sofas ard. shooters are not satisfying enough ): zirca is much much better, but no drinks. supperclub has weird music o.o and all of the TGG slept in the afternoon except for me !!! cause i was stuck at the office ): clubbed with my new heels, yet some guy/gay/whatever thrashed me with his at least 6inches heels. stunned. AND WE SAW THREESOME IN ZIRCA ! free show free show ! kind of gross actually hahaha. and i am still wondering how to upload the photos without all the respective sisters and brothers knowing :/ TGG, any suggestion ???

31th - straight down to office after washing up and breakfast at kovan with jon & ser. the only time i slept was during the bus & mrt ride. purposely took bus back to yck so i can slp longer on the mrt. took many many photos, rah rah rah, and it was end of the day. wasnt even doing the right things and keep talking rubbish - signs of not enough slp. i think the day shld be longer cause i didnt managed to finish taking photo with everyone ): 9 mths just passed like that. gosh.
lunched with GG and wt (: nice nice time even though i had to admit half the time i was stoning. cant focus that well anymore.
steamboat & countdown with dearest torto & extended family ((: it's getting bigger hahaha. cosy cosy feeling. i feel loved with all of them ard me ((: taboo-ed, jenga and htht till 5am+ before i knocked out.

2nd jan - i watched sherlock holmes for the first movie in 2010 with yam (: haha, arent you honoured ??? fish & co for dinner :D

no more zombie-fied life maybe till my project period starts. gosh gosh gosh, sch is starting on monday. im super unprepared and i am starting to get nervous. this is worst than having driving test the next day. and i still cant log into the bloody email acct zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

and ser is gonna leave in another 1.5mths !!! it's gonna be fast since 2009 zoomed passed like lightning. i still rem 1st jan 2009. okay maybe not. but i can still rem what i did in the beginning of the year !!! *screams*

new year resolution:
pack my room and keep it clean ! if possible, revamp it :D
work hard ! first class hons, here i come (:
have lesser zombie-fied days.

perhaps you deserved a 2nd chance.

2009-12-23T12:03:00.004+08:00

MY NEW HEELS IS FINALLY HERE ((:

my stupid cam doesnt do justice to the heels. but there is only one word to describe it - chio (:

it's freaking 4.5 inch.

i dont have to worry for my cny shoes anymore :D

the best thing is, it's only SGD18bucks HAHAHAHAHA.
and it's from US HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay i am going crazy.

0.5 days to xmas eve !
1.5 days to xmas !

Jingle bells, jingle bells,
jingle all the way!

2009-12-18T10:32:00.002+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING ((:
and i am so screwed because i cant think of what presents to buy. and i feel so stressed out cause the people at work are starting to give out presents alrdy !!

officially last two weeks of work (i guess :/) i think gonna have to start packing my table somehow. it's freaking messy everyday. some stuffs gotta bring home (like food, oops), some stuffs gotta clear blah blah blah. just feel that im gonna miss this place alot. ): i spent like so many mths here ! even though i complained that im so tired, work piling up, but i still enjoy work. (:

tonight is gift exchange and board games ! excited ! (:

out of town over the weekends. shopping time ! hope i will have the energy :S

when you step out of a situation, you get to see things from another POV.
so when i see all those werid changes, i wanted to step back in again. i rather dont see anything clearly and dont know anything. hmms.

2009-12-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK FROM PHUKET ! (:
and i am starting to miss the hotel's bed alrdy.

it's a bad idea to start work the next day when it's alrdy 9pm+ when you reach home. i cant even wake up ):

relaxing trip. superrr good weather - bright, hot and sunny yet windy WOOHOO ! and i came back with a tan. ((: but i want a proper tan. chu, lets go together ! ((:

new experiences (: elephant treking, ATV etc and the sea is super duper beautiful, seriously. i am in love with the sea there. i took photo with an ahgua hahahah !

i felt kind of bad during elephant treking cause the guy kept on hitting the elephant when they refuse to move. poor little cuties. so i went to buy 2 more basket of bananas for the two elephants we sat on. so each ele had like two basket of bananas. the elephants have to walk up hill, walk down hill, walk down slope, walk on the road, blah blah blah. the elephants in the singapore zoo is so much more fortunate ):

i drew henna on my hand and leg. so i came back looking more like an ahlian cause the one on my leg seems so real. many random people in phuket say "NICE TATOO !" when i passby. yam says i look more like a minah :/ i feel so weird having my leg "tatoo" exposed in NTU.

i got like more than 10 freaking mosquito bites. they only bite me sia ! )): and 5 blue black.

super lazy to upload photos from cam to comp, but will do it soon -_-

i kept bumping my head this few days. last week bump directly into the edge of the door of the cabinet in the pantry, then during the vacation bump into the lorry/car top. zzz dont know killed how many braincells alrdy zzz

oh, i went for some compulsory welcome talk at sim today. i think i gonna be a loner there, shit. and the timetable is freaking scaryyyyy.

2009-12-02T10:31:00.002+08:00

i have been like a super big sotong, keep mixing up the dates.
supposed to fly off on the 5th, but i keep remembering it's 4th and it's on a thurs when 4th dec is a fri. -_-
supposed to leave early for work on 10th dec, yet i keep remembering that i must leave early on tue when 10th is a thurs. zzzzz

and im D.E.P.R.E.S.S !!! i failed driving again ! ):
no demerit pts in circuit, but i crossed the stupid double white line in the circuit which i dont even see myself crossing, so -> immediate failure zzzz (i was hoping that he will close one eye to it if i perform good on the road)
go out road -> traffic light breakdown !#$%^&*()
tester decided to use the route that i fear most -> almost crashed after i cleared the most difficult part ): the other party's car front was just next to my door. how wonderful ! -_-
i dont know how lucky i can get -_-

ser says it's a curse in our class. third try then will pass. ))))))): i just lack of luck ):

but my tester was super duper nice to me. he didnt chionged me and he guided me through the chaotic traffic condition at the traffic light breakdown part.

sigh sigh sigh. i was sighing the whole night to pei. she not depress also become depress alrdy. i dont even need alcohol to feel depressing. ):

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-11-30T21:39:00.003+08:00

my horoscope of the day:

You might find yourself in the midst of chaotic conditions today, Taurus. (SO TRUE !!! totally in a mess.) The main effort you have to make is to resist letting worry take hold of your mind or undermine your plans. (i think i did it somehow...) It is your nature to hold firm against disarray, but you are catching it from all sides today, and may find it hard not to make impulsive or ill-timed moves. Don't be afraid to use your inner strength, because you will need it today. You need to be able to say "no" to others in order to say "yes" to yourself. (hmms, i think i said "no" to sth i shld have said yes and "yes" to sth i shld have said no :/)

i wonder how many taurus faced the same thing as me today. wow. the horoscope is soooooooooo accurate. stun-ed. sometimes, it's hard for me not to believe it.
i never believed my 6th sense everytime. i thot i was just being sensitive and imagine the worst case. yet everytime it proves to me that it's right. 好的不灵，坏的灵。i knew sth will happen, it's only a matter of time. but i didnt expect it was so fast.

was on half day today and then i ended up staying in JP till night HAHAHAHA. okay, caused i met min for a little shopping + movie date (: the clever us totally shopped until we missed like 20mins of our show. and also myra, who crashing in min's hostel (:

it's always nice to receive random msges from torto (: cause after reading, i will be motivated to work. at least i know that they are still surviving well even though the exam monster is out to torture them. so i waited and waited. finally i am going to see torto on thurs, yet last minute decision to go on a trip. was abit sad cause i waited so long for their exams to finish. one mth plus since i last met them ): TORTOISES ! i want a meet up after zq and i are back (: let's go sentosa ! let's go erm..i cant rem. i had ton of ideas in my head and then i cant rem them now -_- okay great memory of mine.

met up with TGG ytd. greattttttttttttt weather + the starry sky + the oldies in jon's itouch = totally love it (: ser was saying i got ophidiophobia which means abnormal fear of snakes. i think im like a super serious case of ophidiophobia. i totally DONT LIKE to walk on the grass cause i scared there will be snake in it and then they say i got grassophobia because i said i am scared of grass :/ and i think i scared a boy with lady gaga's bad romance. i got no idea the speaker was THAT loud and it went "rah rah rah-rah-rah-rah..." just when the boy was beside me :/

officially going back to sch next year. finally the letter came. i realised, i am really going back school, after one year of rotting/working/slacking/etc. scary more than happy i shld say. i feel so handicapped. zzzz
mission: ~~shop less~~ stop shopping, eat less
vision: 1st class hons !
OH MY GODDDDDDDD, I AM REALLY GOING BACK SCHOOL !!!! *screams*
hello tuition, pls come to meeeeee. ):

and gosh, i dont know what am i suppose to feel for tomm.

2009-11-13T10:08:00.002+08:00

IT'S FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN !
dress code of the day: black.

i used to think that i had ton of black clothes at home.
it was until this morning, i realise actually i dont have THAT much black clothes.
hmms, i wonder where they go...

2009-11-05T14:16:00.002+08:00

i broke the promise i made to myself.
good intention, yet it was misunderstood. oh wells.
but i was very touched seeing how the rest stood up for me.
thanks, really.

2009-10-20T13:22:00.003+08:00

okay, i am like officially computer-less at home.
took it down for servicing at clark quay. the place is super ulu and so confusing. so i was told that i might take 1 - 2 weeks, if not is 4 - 8 weeks if they dont have the require spare parts.
i bet i look super stunned and eyes wide open when the girl told me it might take THAT long. i got the image of myself without a comp at home for 4 - 8 weeks. it seems scary :/

out on a random tuesday night after tuition for supper-cum-discussion with the gang. haagen daz YUMS (: got like all chocolately stuffs. still YUMS though even if it means F.A.T ((:

i was telling them that im weird. cause people goes out on fridays while i go home and i go out on a random night like tuesday :/ who goes on a tuesday supper like us huh ? okay, that means ser, jon and clive are as weird as me since they are the ones who went on tues (:

then met ser and jon on wed to watch 500 days of summer. suppose to get presents but.....oh wells ! hahaha ! the guy is soooooooooo cute. but he doesnt have a nice body though :/
oh oh ! im seriously seriously very very very sorry to the guy (who happened to sit beside me, oh god -_-) that i accidentally stepped on with my MURDEROUS heels. i am super super gulity. being stepped on by heels is like pain, somemore is my MURDEROUS heels = i cant imagine the pain ): sorry uncle ! i hope this message can reach you somehow !! )):

IKEA-ed on sat afternoon with godsis. I TOTALLY LOVE IKEA. i want to change my study table and put a pretty lamp on it (: oh but that wasnt the main point. the main point was my godsis wanted to get a table lamp and i wasnt suppose to get ANYTHING there. but i ended up getting a cup, cushion and a towel :/

gone vivo to shop for a while before heading to holland V to meet TGG.

surprises half failed cause yin was suppose to see us in the resturant, not on the road :/ BUT succeeded cause she didnt expect to see us there. so YAY !

many many xlbs YUMS. live prawns YUMS ! and fried mantou ! :D but then the soup boohooo ): we ordered too much and our table has no space to put all the food seh. so in the end, everything into the pot !

ser and i went to buy cold rock creamery as the birthday cake for yin and we had to runnnnnnnn all the way back. poked in the candel, lighted it and walk back to the table. and the candle decided to distinguish the moment we reached the table so end up ser and i had to hide back. but of course, yin saw everything since opposite our table is mirror :/

dempsey hill after dinner. the guy can sing but he sounds like a girl and he always sing weird songs for us whenever we want to dedicate songs. -_-

and dim sum ytd with bestie ((((: finalllyyyyyy settled my craving after erm 2mths ? -_- shopped ard town. both of us got a top each and THERE WERE BAGS ON SALES ! and the two of us got a bag each :/ gulity gulity. both of us HAS TO stop shopping. esp her eh. righttttttt bestieeee !!!??? HAHAHA
whined to her about sth. i understand the current situation but it's just that i cant stop myself from being so demanding. okayyyy im contradicting myself bleh

it's kemin and suwi birthday today !
HAPPY 19TH AND 20TH TO THE BOTH OF YOU RESPECTIVELY ! ((:
oh my godddddddd !!! suwi hit 20 O.O an upgrade O.O
gosh, time flies (: & ):

2009-10-12T20:50:00.005+08:00

wheeee ! past three weeks had been GOOD ! (: shitty work no more !!

went mariyam's house for hari raya with yongling three weeks ago. (this reminds me how long i haven been blogging :/) the fried mee siam is suppperrrr nice (: the prawns tooooo (: yay yay food ! many many cookies :D food is like yongling and my fav things there (:

caught first 20 laps of f1 there, then missed the next 20 laps cabbing home and watched the final 20 rounds to see hamilton win ! YAY !

then there was cloudy with a chance of meatball with mariyam on one saturday. YUMS (: i finally watched it after waiting for so long. YUMS (: so much food falling down from the sky !! YUMS (: i want to live in chewandswallow too ! YUMS (: i will be damn damn damn happy YUMS (:

then we went to explore ion. mariyam bought so many things. i didnt buy anything at all ): the only things are movie and food. FOOOOOODDDDDD (: okay food makes me happy (((: then dinner with her BFF (since sec sch) at lucky plaza. both of them are such giggling people. so cute eh. hahahah (:

there is xujiaying's concert at ntu ! her voice is like SUPERRR GOOD. super good is totally an understatement to describe. ser and i keep getting goosebumps. AND I SAW DING ZHIYONG ! woahhhh totally so happy !!! i seriously wanted to take photo with him if he hasnt gone backstage before i reach the bottom. please dont think im weird, i am not ):

ser's friend jiaying came (not the one that sang). and our driving test date is the same ! i was too excited to see if we got the same time than to realise that if we are in the same period, one of us might not have the car :/ okay but lucky it's diff !! hers is like the period before mine. heng.

backkk to stnicks on sat (: home sweet home. torto squeezeeeeeeed tgt in one bench as what we normally do during recees. HAHAH we are amazed at how we managed to squeeze in last time. orange bowl and the legendary chicken winggggg ! YUMS YUMS ! :D but the ice milo sucks. i am so disappointed with it. it's so diluted ): i was so looking forward to drinking it, end up zzz.

walked ard the field and family dance-ed (: seriously, we used to hate dancing it every mon morning under the hot sun. now we are like enjoying it. as usual, it's always filled with screams and laughters and we never spaced out properly :P the only place that can make us perspire is like at stnicks.

mrshwang was there too (: our ex ex principal who really dedicated all her life to the school. the moment you call out to her, she will just calls us baobei even though she doesnt recognise us + a big hug from her (: im just lucky to get such a good principal before she retires (:

rahhhh. i am missing the days that i only have to wake up about 40min in advance to prepare and take a 15min walk to school. (it's not that far, it's just that i walke VERYYYY slow in the morning)

my love !

even more love !

♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-10-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

The most beautiful encounters are like those with handkerchiefs. They wipe away your sweat when you're tired, and your tears when you're sad.

i like (:

im so happy shitty work is ending soon ((:

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY BABY CARYN ! (:
(okay i shld have posted it like 2weeks ago :/)
she is such a cute little girl (:

today is 中秋节! yet it was raining just now. i wonder if the moon is visible now. pei and i kept singing "月亮像柠檬 ~ " HAHAHA. thanks to the radio both of us heard ytd morning. addictive eh.

2009-09-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

i was terribly angry this afternoon, but i cooled down now after some food therapy. someone shld stop me from buying too much food when im angry.

i was telling ser that i am so angry that i can kill a cow. and then i started crying in the office cause im super duper angry. and as i talk to her, my tap turned on for another round.

it's good to have a room to yourself because if you cry inside, no one will know, unless my neighbours walk in. so i gave up at 4.30pm. if i continue, i think i will flood the room before knock off. this is the first time i cried at work about work and it will be my last time too.

ser is super amazed that i sweared cause she say this is the first time she see me swearing on msn. and this shows that i am really pissed off.

ser, thanks for letting me rant even though you took 1 hour+ to reply me and i almost burst my blood vessel while waiting (:

anyway, back to update my past two weeks of activities.

050909 - sat

kbox with some of the 0722 (: i haven gone to kbox with friends like since forever. it was fun (: many many funny things and jokes. so now i am like listening back to my old old chinese songs that i rarely touch it.

070909 - monday

met up with TGG for dinner.

jon's back from taiwan ! but he will be flying again. clive too. he bought things for us. initially he gave me his army socks lah -_- he ate the extra large fried chicken there ! and the big bowl of shaved ice and many many things ! yums, i want to go taiwan toooooooooooo. maybe i will need to set aside afew hundreds just for eating.

jon tricked ser and i that yin fell down and sprained her ankle and he and clive gonna bring her to ttsh when they are at vivo -_- ttsh and vivo is so farrrrrrrrrr apart. then i tricked him back say i went home when he called 30mins later, but clive called ser at the same time and ser told him that we are on the way cause i dont have enuf time to tell ser i want trick them ):

dinner at marche and then timbre cause jon didnt drive so he can drink. but when he doesnt drive, it's so hard to get a cab. and we had like irritating and unreasonable people fighting for cabs with us. and after that we had to cab home too. jon, please drive the next time (: you, ser and i can take turns to drive when we passed our test :D

and i lost my bracelet that i only wore it for 4days )): and i got no idea where i dropped it !!

100909 - thursday

dinner with msquek and torto for trs' day ((: i know it's like after 10days, like super belated. i was totally looking forward to thurs since beginning of the week (: motivation motivation !

ms q under-estimated us. she thought that we are not going to care about her two years after we left sch. but we proved her wrong (: this is the third year and counting (: she says we are the most thoughtful ones heehee (:

when there is torto, it means pure happiness (:

i always wanted to kope this from suwi's blog:

a gang of pretty and always-there-for-you and we-shall-laugh-and-cry-tgt kind of girls/tortoises from sec sch. pai ming bu fen xian hou! xu keminnnnnnnnnnnnnn, the food koper; free-rider during most of the sharing sessions but can make very pretty things and is someone always close to your heart.oh and the very nice one
who always laugh at what i said when no one else is laughing ._. myra loke lay seeeeeeeee, the 'pistachio' who would get very serious when she is supposed to be and a girl whom you would realise tht she doesn't laugh every single sec only if you're close enough to her. gandang lim pei peiiiiiiiii; the entertainer who only likes to entertain us :D the one who would go all out to make her loved ones happy and OH, has a very scary amt of perseverance. pearlyn oh; the forever blur and the one who would make you laugh just by looking at her and yes, she is not as brainless as she looks. liew jia yiiii, rare combi of brain, look and discipline. a warm and cute transformer disguised as ice mountain and oh ya, very skillful when she sleeps in class. lai zhen qinnnnn, the young yet matured one. sneeze yet sounds like coughing haha. good listener, comfortable company and someone whom you do not have to meet often yet can stay close to. changchuyan; a girl with attitude but she is nice and reliable when you dont piss her off :D we are the privileged one whom she would try to be not that easily pissed off by, esp by our amazing speed. jocelyn wong; no of cos you are not the last! soft and nice. sorry if i sound like i'm describing some puffs here haha. soft that' why lovable. but also because of her softness, she made our blood pressure shoot up very high. for the fear of all of us getting high bp because of her, she is learning to be tougher! but she is still a tap that get turned on very easily. omg that sounds wrong again. ok and the last one is me! lala i'm the most normal one :D

htht soon my dears ? i miss all of you so much !

110909 - friday
met up with 68.dex for celebrating dior's birthday + farewell for xinhui. OHMYGOD, I FINNALY MET BINGX AFTER LIKE TEN MILLIONS YEARS ! i have not seen her since she went nj after sec2. she is as funny/lame as ever and her legs is still superrrrrrrrrr long.

random chats about everything and everyone we know. initially didnt want to go cause wasnt feeling very well but i think if i didnt go, i would have regret. it wasnt a full clique gathering. i think we never had one full clique outing before. quite cursed eh. the only ones are like the recess / lunch we had in sec 1 :/ but then, i managed to meet everyone from 68.dex from the two dinners that we had (: yay !

120909 - saturday
damn tiring. was travelling to and fro the whole day. my bro refuse to fetch me ! cause he says that it's very lame for him to fetch me go and come home again. bleh. went party-ing at chalet. okay, not exactly party-ing. gave bestie a supriseeeeeee (: dont you love me more now ? haha.

had a very nice night there even though i barely knew anyone. but i made friends. all of them are soooo nice and sweet and funny people (: booked a cab and they uncle lost his way in ! faints. by the time i reached home it's like 1 am. dead beat.

130909 - sunday
COMEX FAIR. it's total madness ! the queue at starhub is freaking long -_- it's like spilt into 4parts. zzz i was telling my bro that my human phobia is coming back. SO MANY PEOPLE !! he wanted to help his friend to get a phone but toooooooo many peoooopleeeeee, so he decided to do it through the tele-marketing system.

singtel next and it's freaking fast. i dont even have time to fully decide on which phone to get and it's my turn alrdy. so i bought htc diamond2 and i become so handicap with it cause i dont know how to use !!! till now, i am still learning new things about my phone everyday.

timsum at yonghe after that. they are selling the taiwan kind of meatball. so i ordered that and i was disappointed cause it doesnt look like the one on tv. the one shown on tv like very messy, no definite shape, wobbly wobbly kind. this one is like......too neat. ): maybe im like gu jun pyo who thinks that eating maggie mee with pot lid is much nicer than eating in a bowl. so maybe if it looked messier, prolly i'll think it's nicer :/

and and and, i have been lunching with bao gh and yubin on mons and/or tues (: going to sch with chu for two fridays (: at least i still get to talk abit to chu on fri mornings. even though it's not much, but it's more than enough ((:

i know you fell but i see you standing up again (: i see you looking better day by day. i think i'll be able going to hear your contagious laughter soon (: stay strong ! we are all your shelters (:

2009-09-18T16:15:00.002+08:00

Dear _____,
Thanks for the big pile of SHIT. If you need my help, I will gladly render you my service PROVIDED YOU SHOW ME THAT YOU FUCKING DESERVED IT.

Thanks and regards
Jocelyn

2009-09-17T09:42:00.000+08:00

this.is.craps.
......

2009-09-02T22:19:00.004+08:00

#1. okay i failed my driving test. totally expected. i wasnt that sad with myself. i knew i wouldnt pass with all the bad omens -_- but i think i was more sad that i disappoint qt a few people.

firstly, it will be my instructor. i actually had to suck back my tears when i was telling him my results. i think next will be my mum :/ then the next will be my godma. i had to hold back my tears (again) when she called me. thats the nice thing about phone. caller cant get to see the face. then there is my godsis. she gave me this handphone accessory thingy that says FAITH and she was all excited when she call me but erm i had to pour cold water over her :/

so yeah, i shall pass the next time (: cross fingers ! and i must rem to bring umbrella for driving lesson each time -_-

#2. a friend was passing a very simple comment yet it made me think for a few days. "why today you never go out ? your friends all start school, very busy, never find you ah ?" i know she didnt meant it that way but i just cant help thinking. oh whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr. bleh

#3. i feel appreciated. (: was rushing out the ppts. i bet i had like ten thousands typo errors but the most classic one is that i typed "shit down" instead of "shut down" -_- luckily the ppts were checked first. can you imagine if no one checks and the slides are shown during lectures ? the students are going to laugh until they die sia. okay, no link with feeling appreciated but i happy jiu okay ! :D

#4. i have a bunch of silly girls in torto (: they just make my day enjoyable ((: and as always, stand at random places to talk and at these random places, we still block other people's way :P

#5. i dont know how i should feel :/

#6. date with best friend :D troublefree day ((:

#7. BOF make me cry like zzzz and my eyes were so swollen that i had to wear spects to work. rach says i look like goldfish with those swollen eyes. ): and i still haven watch finish !!!!!!

#8. eye candy says hello + smile ((((((((((((: AND I WAS IN MY UGLY SPECTS !#$%^&*()

#9. i am still killing ants. this is like my top to-do-list each morning. -_-

#10. laptop's working fine again ((((: no more hanging. no more crazy stuffs. new motherboard + LCD = a laptop that is as good as a new one :D only it doesnt look new.

#11. a few weeks ago, while photocopying invoices, i saw the power box. dont know what you call that. anyway, it's the one that has many many buttons in it and you can power shutdown the electricity of the whole office/level/building ? dont know how to explain but understooded can alrdy. and then i suddenly rem the night where arif and farhan were bringing out the bench from some super small storeroom and they are cursing and swearing, while i was standing at the door there and laughing damn hard. totally missed those human-phobia days. okay, by any chance the two of you are reading this, you are being missed okay. stop saying im heartless. (:

okay slping time ((:

2009-08-07T22:34:00.002+08:00

okay, i didnt disappear, i was just lazy.

nice dinner tonight (:
nice dinner ytd (:
nice lunch ytd (:

wheeeee ! joce's a happy girl ((:

work has been fine.
fun fun FUN during lunch with many many jokes :D now im so busy X10times. haha perhaps i had slacked too much previously :P gonna start dreaming of clickers and invoices soon as long as i dont clear them :/ and oh my godddddd, i had sakae for lunch for two days this week. fbb !

public transportation sort of cursed me. ):
saw an accident bout two weeks ago on 179 at boonlay. massive jam + a body lying on the road. thankfully, no blood involved.
i had a headache from preventing myself from slping on reserved seats. but i kept dozing off -_- and then when i board 76 from yck, the bus tyre decided to explode ! BOOOM ! when i was two stops away from my house -_- the tyre shld wait for 2 more bus stop lahhhhhhh. and my godsis laughed at me the whole trip home right after she picked me.

YAY ! long weekends are here :D more slping time, which i seriously deprive of (: going out with dearest dates on sunday. movie movie shopping shopping and fireworks (:

radio has been playing national day songs in the morning. so im in a national day mood now (: okay abit only. not much.

school starting next week. it feels kind of weird. i will be taking the same train as my friends, same bus as well. but they are going to study whereas i will be going to work. ): doesnt feel nice. nvm nvm, jan's coming. but on the other hand, i can meet my diff dearest dearest in school for lunch (: but thats if they will want and have the time to meet me for lunch as well.

before jan come, my driving test gonna come first -_- gosh, it's like in 3 weeks time. uncle poh decided that i dont need extra lessons even thought i requested for it ): i.am.so.going.to.die.in.the.circuit. I NEED MORE LESSONS IN CIRCUIT ! )))):

okay. im tired alrdy. shall go slp (:

2009-07-13T23:44:00.001+08:00

how ironic.
a day started with a good beginning but ended with a piece of bad news that is so so bad.
i feel so lousy ):

2009-07-05T15:44:00.001+08:00

040309
at the timsum place at geylang !

yum yum ((:

off to kallang leisure park after that and we arcaded. then to joo chiat for durian !

yin - the new superwoman.

so little durians in each of the durian ): we ended up eating 5 durians.

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY CLIVE !

this is starbuck's warm cake. jon and wq is so clever ! they scared the cake will melt so they bought the warm cake. and it didnt melt after the cake was left in the car boot for at least 3hours !

and then yin started playing ipod touch.

play the air hockey game with herself somemore !

bran VS yin

then to pasir ris park ! the girls rot/sing songs while the guys played pool at a seafood resturant ? and i gave my cam a bath cause i spilled drinks -_-

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yin started watching bof and she goes gaga everyday now.

this is what she did - smiling to herself at the computer.

she saw this pic and she said "不要这样看我，我会shy的。"
i almost faint !

georgia gave each of us this for farewell present and a card (: even though i am asking for extension, she gave me at the same time too ! ((:

hi, we've got work to do yea ! our messy table after little amount of packing. undone piles of work -_-

270609
at mind's cafe for jon's birthday !

while waiting.....

and the 3 of us played this while waiting somemore...

so after everyone reached and ate, we played this !

OREO CHEESECAKE ! still doesnt satisfy my craving though ):
im becoming one fatty bom bom. i ate B.B.F from british chips before going mind's cafe, then i ate carbonara at there and then i ate this ! fat fat FAT !

two candles - TWENTY !

HAPPY BIRHTDAY JON ! (:

girls (:

everyone (:

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astons with my darling girls ! (:

ser's a 背后灵 !!!!

nightmare !!!

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kranji farm resort with my godfamily (:

my boys (:

and i realised, my other pics is in another cam ! zzz

190609
after exercising with pei, we went xin wang (:

pei: *took a bite of the mantou* ehhh ! very nice !!!!
me: *took one bite* -_- it just taste like any other mantou !!!!! *faints*

whatever we exercise out, we ate back. -_-

100509
pearl's birthday at mind's cafe !

pearl's 19 ! (:
so we were playing and screaming and everyone looked at us :P

it's cardigan day ! all of us wore cardigan tgt without any planning beforehand (:

♥

yay yay! happy week (:

2009-06-18T17:09:00.001+08:00

joce is so tired now that she doesnt want to think anymore.
yet, it is not possible. ):

2009-06-17T14:14:00.004+08:00

i gotta make my decision soon, but i dont know how to. this is more difficult than thinking what to eat for breakfast/lunch/dinner. and it's making me more and more confused each day. ):

this time round, nobody can help me. and i only got a few more days left ):

on a happier note,

TADA !

just finished watching on sunday (:
and my eyes finally can get to rest from all the cryings.
xiaotian so shuai ! ♥
and he is coming for promo this weekend ! OHMYGOD!!!

okay i should stop behaving like a 13/14 year old kid. ahem ahem.

headed to PC show last week and i bought my camera. wheeee (:

got many many others pretty ones. but i just wanted a red one and then i was so restricted since not many cams are red. so i got like less than 5 models to choose from :/

so in the end i got canon IXUS 100 IS (RED) ♥♥♥♥♥ (:

bought an additional battery and the person forgot to give me !!! so i had to run back up to get it. luckily i checked. if not i will have to come back the next day to squeeze with the people and i may not be able to get it.

and i met michellelim there ! (: like i just sms-ed her a few days ago saying see if we will meet each other at amk and then i met her there ! hahah. gonna meet her soon again with the rest of my sec1 clique HAHA (:

so my godsis and i were being cheapo at the PC show. we keep asking if there is any freebies.

us: if we buy this and this, got cheaper not ? or got like any other things free ?
salesgirl: hmms, what do you all want ?
me: erm, like battery all these......???
salesgirl: i can give you lan yard (:
godsis: but we dont need lan yard. got any other things not ?
salesgirl: wait i check with my boss. *walk to boss and mumble mumble and returned* my boss says can give you another 8G memory card.
me: but im buying for two people and there is only 1 extra card. if not you can give us 2 4G one not ?
salesgirl: we dont have 4G ones. we only got 1G 2G and 8G.
me: then like that 4 2G lah *smiles*

but then after that i think think, 2G card like no kick. but in the end i also only bought one cam. HAHAHAHA !

nothing much at work these few days except im like slacking even more now cause there is HARDLY any work for me to do. and yin is on leave ): so i rot alone )):

i look forward to lunch in the morning. then i look forward to knock off after lunch.
and then the cycle repeats.

since today is wednesday, i can look forward to dinner tonight. (: additional motivation.

and there is bbq this sat ! (: i foresee my throat's gonna die.

2009-06-14T13:27:00.004+08:00

拿得起，放不下
so myabe im not as 洒脱 as i thought.
maybe cause of many reasons.
maybe cause i really dont understand.
maybe
maybe
maybe......
yeah, in reality,
people are just gonna look at your ONE mistake instead of the other successes.

2009-06-11T10:07:00.002+08:00

godddddddddddd !

im like super bored now. just when i thought i might start to have work to do, those work prooooof. -_-

now im back to week 1 -_-
slacking online, finding things to do online, facebook, facebook and more facebook. zzz

and then i did some shopping while slacking. bought one ear piece on tue. saw many tops on the site that chu gave me. gonna buy some (:

sit here, money come and money go. the money haven reach me then go liao. hahaha.

gosh, someone save me please !!! im terribly bored. -_-

shall count down to knock off ! which is 7 hours more. hmms...so encouraging zzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-06-04T10:19:00.002+08:00

im like super free now -_- yin is upstairs while im downstairs trying to find things to do. ):

my sim card is a gone case now. ya so my phone suddenly cant read my sim card a few days but it's only like on and off kind of thing. but then, ytd my sim card decided to end its life too, just like the batt that died on post prom night.

i used to believe that saving contacts in sim card is very safer cause the chances of phone spoiling is like high than that of sim card. but then i realised, actually it's the same -_- so now my contacts are like in danger. if singtel can help me retrieve back then good, if not zzzz. but i doubt so lah. luckily i still got my old sim card left that has like all the old numbers :/

so now my phone is capable of doing all the functions except for calling/ receiving calls/sms.

YAY ! im living like a caveman now ! (: actually it has always been my dream to be one. haha.

and and and i just saw my phone died cause i forgot to charge the batt last night -_-

headed down to bugis street last night with yin after work. (: we bought things (((: a shirt and a tank for her and two tees for me ((: yay ! i got my elmo tee :D and i wore it to work today to make myself feel happier. hahaha

mellben on sat night with TGG. hahah clive waited for everyone for 1hour ! it's a miracle mans ! we had butter crab + crab with beehoon in claypot (????) + green veg = very full ! :D esp the soup in the claypot :D wheeee ! but abit kou gan with all the msg :/

ser doesnt know how to 拔 crab and she ask me to 拔 for her when i always got people to 拔 for me. HAHAHAH. and the topic of the day was driving. NO MORE ARMY TALK. for once. HAHAH.

im still waiting for photos since pearl's birthday ): okay lah, i lazy kope from chu's blog and keep forgetting to take from pearl :/

2009-05-30T17:39:00.002+08:00

today has been the best day of the whole entire week. had been very very tired. tried to catch some rest on the way home from work everyday, but only to get aching neck.

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o.O
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went novena church in the morning. so when i told my godsis the bad news, jie suggested going there cause no harm going, just go there and pray for myself. so i went today to say a little prayer and attended mass for 5min before i went off for tuition.yay, so i have been feeling qt peaceful for the whole day.

didnt listen to any music today too. haven been enjoying the quietness to myself and observing the surrounding for awhile. no wonder myra stopped listening to music when travelling. it feels nice too, to stop drowning myself in songs.

chompchomp on last tue, xingwang + esplande on last sun with some and all of torto respectively (:

anyway, GSS has started. i hope it will do some good to me. so far alrdy bought one pair of shoes. i shld stop buying shoes. 2pairs in two mths, 3pairs including the one torto bought for me. now i sort of regret cause i think the wedge is tooooooo high. im gg to hit 170cm when im in it.

meeting TGG later for dinner and im late alrdy.

when a rubber band is over stretched,
it's gonna snap.
i wonder when the day will come for me,
cause i think im losing control.

2009-05-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

abcdefg !

today, yin and i went office of admission today to check mine and bran's application status, since we were on our way to GSO (which is one level above admission). this is the convinent part of working in ntu. and i totally can feel my heart beating damn fast.

the guy: (to me) did you bring your ic ?
me: errr..it's in my office.
the guy: huh office ?
me: errr..yah. i working as a temp staff here :S

the guy: (face yin) so what's your ic ?
yin: SXXXXXXXY
the guy: so what's your name ?
yin: err..bran..don boh
the guy: hahaha ! brandon. checking for your bf huh ?
yin: (damn paiseh alrdy) yahhhh.

damn funny lah. i bet he was expecting to see a girl's name and of cos, bran's name appeared instead.

yeah, so the guy says he cant tell us our application status over the counter so he took down our details and went in the office. so i thot he was going in to send an email to me saying im rejected, but he went in and came out saying that i will recieve by mid-june !!!!!! -_-

MID-JUNE !! -_-
it's like another 3 more weeks of waiting. zzz

like after 1.5mths of waiting, i still have to wait SOMEMORE ! ))): if it's acceptance letter still okay, worth the wait. if it's not, zzzzzzzz

we asked him many many questions and obviously, most of the ans can be found on the website. he keep asking us "did you see this on the website before ?" apparently, our ans is no :/

shopped at jurong point after work. IT'S HUGH ! i think it's bigger than vivo.

zq is back (: yay, i think i will get to see her soon during her short stay here ! (:

2009-05-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

die die DIE !
WHERE IS MY LETTER !!! )))):
boohooo ! )):

im seriously getting more and more worried. im left with 2weeks till the deadline of acceptance. if gh is correct, after the 20th is all rejection letters. so im left with 4days :/ ahhhhh ! )))):
THIS IS BADDD !!!!!

my f21 stuffs are here (: my pretty wallet hahahah. and ser really really bought alot of things. 200+ SDG worth of stuffs is in my house now. YAY !

im officially a pai ka now, all thanks to the stupid bird -_- rahhhh.

2009-05-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

if friends are siblings that god forgotten to give us,
then i think he missed out a bunch of them for me.
they are the thing closest to home i ever found (:

2009-05-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY PEARLYN ! (:
and
HAVE A SAFE TRIP MIN ! (:

2009-05-07T20:55:00.003+08:00

had been busy this week. i wanted to blog at work since i was so free but now i hardly spent time in front of the comp since last week. i go work and i on comp and then it was on the whole day without me sitting in front of it :/ today had time but no feel~

so beside work, i
*had B&J free cone day (: + marche

*stayover at yi's house (: chucky has a damn lame ending, as what i heard since i missed the ending. watched sex and the city (i finally finishing watching !! ever since the website decided to stop loading halfway many many mth ago)

*spent alot on my f21 shopping online. (: i cant wait to get them :DD sit at home/office also can spend money, go out also spend money. maybe i shld lock myself up in a cave with no internet access. ser buys the most lahh ! stunned.

*dinner with gh at justacia :D to satisfy our craving for it ((:

*met steven lim at amk central. he was scouting people and he came up to yin and i and said that we had potential :/ we got no idea we shld be happy or sad, seriously. happy cause someone said we've the potential or sad that it was said by him since he thinks he also had the talent and is the shuai-est guy ever. zzzz

*WOLVERINE ! :DDDD the queeue was DAMN LONG at J8. and i got a headache from watching the movie at 3rd row from the front T.T but now i understand why hugh jackman is hot ((: i mean overall, not just the _____ scene. young scotts is cute hahaha.

*started chi tuition with my p2 boy at little prof. he is so cute (((: he has a very unique name which i dont know how to prononuce but i will know how to one fine day. he says "good morning ms wong." to me at the beginning and "再见王老师。" at the end. ahhhhh so cute. hahaha

* 17 again ! i thot zac efron wouldnt appear so early but i was wrong ! first scene and there he is ! woah, his body..okay lah, qt skinny but still ! i went hyperventilating inside and i kept smiling to myself. heeheehee. i want a dad like him man ! so cute&shuai&hot ((: but i dont like his curly hair.

*back to ny to collect sgc with bao char chu gh yin. chatted with mslee. seriously, the whole is going to die. even mslee believes the end of world is coming !!! headed town to meet ser. supposely to get a belt only. but i ended up getting the havaianas as well. i had been eyeing it for many many mths. wanted the black/gold one but they ran out of it ): so i tried the white/gold and i fell in love with it. ((: the only prob is that it is white = it will become black SOON. i know it's super duper overpriced but i still bought it anyway (((: damn guilty that i spent so much. ))): SO EVERYONE, STOP ME IF I START TO SPEND !!

and then, someone stepped on it today ! ZZZZZZZZZ and then my ear piece decided to die on me today too ! heng i reach amk alrdy if not i will zzz even more. but i wonder how am i suppose to tahan tomm -_-

anyway, i liked this photo (: it looks like we took this long long time ago and had a "scanned" feeling like it had a hardcopy and someone scanned it to post it up. and then no one told me my hair was messy T.T

okay, im off. byebye.

you dont just stop being who you are because you are afraid.
-sex and the city

2009-04-23T20:21:00.011+08:00

IM NINETEEN ! (+ 3 days)
(:

3 celebrations this year - with my godfamily, TGG and TORTO (:

1st ! end up qt funny cause there was a booboo mistake. my godsisinlaw doesnt know my age so she anyhow told the person 24 candles. yay, so we are short of small candles. hahah and she kanna suan-ed by everyone the whole night. and godbro and i suggested shortening the big candle so it will look like 19years old ! but obviously cannot. :P

2nd ! TGG planned a surprise for me but i was too clever ! HAHAHA. so they got clive to ask me out (which i dont believe he will HEEHEEHEE). okay lah. fell for a teeny weeny bit (you know, like 1% that kind), but a VERY big part of me thinks/knows that the rest will appear ! and hahaha, i was right :D

so we sushi teh-ed and they bought me a super nice chocolate cake that is super chocolatey and BB cream ((: still waiting for wq/jon to send yin the photo so she can send me !

marina barrage after that (: we bought our own drinks from 7-11. and peanuts ! haha sounds like some ahpek. it's open space but the wind was soooo still. drink, peanut, cam-whore ((: there were two bottles with some leftover and they asked me to finish it !!! so i gulp down and i was even more seh-ed after that. and i died in the car.

ohh and i haven even stable myself aft i open the door and my bro came out of his room ! then i have to act damn jing shen, which is like so hard. obviously he knows i drank but he din scold me. phew.

*sidetrack: my bro broke the perfume i bought for him when he used it like less than 10times !!!!!!!! now the room still has the smell. sigh. *

i havent thank you all properly yet cause totally died. please dont be discouraged that the surprise didnt work cause im just too smart HAHAHA :P im really really very happy with everything you all had planned ! ((: i dont know how to express whatever i want to say, but then i hope these simple words can pass the message to you all. THANK YOU DARLINGS, FOR THE SURPRISE, CAKE AND PRESENT. I LOVE YOU ALL ! (:

3rd ! candlelight dinner with TORTO (: i looked forward to it the whole day at work ! so this year, they gave me all my presents in the toilet. HAHAH ! they bought me pretty dresses and wedges ! (: and chu helped me to make over. i was stunned when i looked into the mirror cause the dress is so pretty ! :DDD

pei's mummy (or ahma) made gui ling gao and it was our appetitizer :D for pearl, it will be her dessert. NICE :D

and ALL OF THEM ARE IN BLACK EXCEPT ME !! ): normally is the other way round.

chu (and/with the help of) ter made orea cheesecake for me (: ter told me "你懂那个cheese，牛油和鸡蛋hor，她(chu)怎样打都是cheese，牛油和鸡蛋。" HAHAHAHAHA !!!! but it was nice ((: seriously, i think the two of them can open one cake shop. (:

*okay craps. my vocab sucks i know. i only uses nice to describe everything, but everything is much much more than nice !*

cam-whore all the way~

then timbre with yi, chu and ter before heading home (:

my food.

myra scared the waiter cause she went "ehhh !" when the waiter clear off my plate. then myra keep looking at him until the waiter totally dont dare to destroy the words and the face.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE WELL-WISHES TOO (:

the real present is the time we spent tgt. the others is an additional bonus (:

2009-04-13T15:35:00.006+08:00

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs :D

i saw this trailer on the msn video and the story looks cute cause i cant hear a single thing coming out from the video since im at work + the comp is muted.

it's based on a children book and the plot of the storybook is so cute ! :D

The book describes the town of Chewandswallow, where the weather comes three times a day, at breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and is always food and beverages. The rain is juice and soup, the snow is mashed potatoes, and the wind brings hamburgers. However, when floods and storms of food come – creating dilemmas such as the school getting smothered beneath a giant pancake, forcing it to close, a ketchup tornado, and giant meatballs crushing the town. The townsfolk then build sailboats out of huge pieces of bread. They sail to a new place and grow accustomed to buying food in stores.

haha so cute right ? ((: i want to live in Chewandswallow too ! but the movie will only be out in nov zzzzzzz -_-

okay then, enjoy the cute trailer ! :D

2009-04-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH !!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH !!!

OMG OMG OMG I CANNOT STOP NOW ! i just finished reading princess diary book 10 ! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! HAHAHAHAHAAH.

so i had nth to do for the whole day at work and so i started reading. gh passed the book to me on fri night and i only started reading today. okay why did i even wait read ?

i really wanted to laugh at some parts but i couldnt since i was at work. my collegues prolly will think im nuts. so i had to cover my mouth.
and then i heard my heart pianggg-ed.
and then i felt like crying.
and then i almost fainted.
and then i cant stop smiling to myself. and this continues even when im on the mrt. i bet those people in front of me think im crazy too. and now also ! wheee ~ (:

HAHAHAHAHA. love michael (((:

i knew i was right :D histocompetitible.

anyway, driving lesson on sat. so stress ! but the uncle is super duper lame. he can start singing songs and say "clutchy". i was so scared he will drive me to somewhere and sell me off since he is like a total stranger to me and i just hopped into his car.

so started off at sengkang, somewhere near myra's house. and i drove back to amk. i was damn scared of cars and humans but the uncle say dont need care. okay i totally 脚软 when i get down the car after the lesson.

lim tua tow at night with TGG to celebrate bran's birthday and dinner for his enlistment. a weird place to sing his birthday song though :/ timbre after that. nice songs they play (:

hello ! i want photos (:

fri was dinner with the TGG girls. :D

and tomorrow. HEEHEEHEEHEE (: shant disclose first. (((:

btw, anyone knows raliable havianas spree ? (:

2009-03-30T23:02:00.006+08:00

met huiying at amk just now (: and i suddenly rem what msquek told me.

Friends are people that you will still have million of things to say even though you have not been in contact with the person.

how true ((:

i did work today. i talk more to my collegues. (:
i met professors and they are scary ):

TGG breakfast ytd. jon is so poor thing. he is stuck with delinquents now. he says most people in his unit smokes and he is gg to get lung cancer when he comes out. ):

and TGG decided to outcast me cause all wants to go ntu. so i ask ser,
me: ser, can you all dont outcast me ? ):
ser: NO, HAHAHAH !!

see ! im friendless now ):

shopping with min at vivo on sat (: got my clothes = happy happy :D
min is like my only friend i have now ): where are all my friends ?!?!?!?!? i think im gg to make a police report soon to find my friends.

pms-ing.

2009-03-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

called msquek today to help me with me appraisal.
it feels so nice to talk to her (:
still the same old her, still cares for all of us.
so i told her a little update about everyone. (:

i feel so calm after the call.
she always has the abaility to help us see clearer and remove our state of confusion.
msquek is the best ! (((:

god, im starting to miss my days with her ):

2009-03-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

im like so sick this week. fever started on saturday night and lasted till tue. my temperature went up and down like the stock market. but i still had the stength to scrub my feet, go for padicure and mahjong-ed till 3+am. dont know the energy come from honey or panadol:/ but died-ed after that.

so the fever is gone and now im croaking cause my voice is suddenly like ahdu's and one-side blocked nose.

this is so irritating !

started work at ntu and is boring cause nth for me to do. mostly, i can finished it in a few secs or in about 15mins. then i will have nth to do until i was given work again.

my collegues are nice people (: but im too shy to talk to them so the no. of sentences i said is like countable. i told kemin i become like her alrdy - free rider (: but still they are very nice people.

and the food is cheap i shld say. western food 3bucks and you can get it. but they say not nice, that's why no q ! i think is like okayyy only. mini wok is oso liek 3bucks and you get alot of meat and onions.

anyway, got to meet up with eve and naiy ! have been bumping into eve a few times but i haven since dear naiy for such a long time ! soo happy to see them and i was late. but nvm ! (: a little update from everyone = happy (((:

yay okay. off to slp (:

2009-03-20T15:46:00.002+08:00

oh god, i feel so bad to reject people even though it's only a job offer. ): somemore he is a nice person even if he asked stupid qns.

haha and yay ! i've got a job at ntu. (: if only they offered me a slot in the school too ):

rahh im still lost for uni course. bahhh ):

2009-03-19T17:32:00.008+08:00

sat - 140309
nus/ntu open house.
met many pple. had a mini 4p gathering (:

nus and ntu is seriously soooooo far. i cant imagine i have to sit on the bus everyday for 1hr+ and change like 3buses in order to reach sch.

went ard with min and zq, plus weiying, xinru, sylvia, yuhui + yin and bran occassionally join in then separated from us again (:

IT fair with yin and bran. not as crowded as last yr though. cause the time we reached is the time when everyone goes home with their 战利品 (: yay and i got my external hard drive ! pretty cause it's black with red stripes :D

sun - 150309
happy birthday to my darling chu and belated to zq (:

headed off to sentosa (: but it was raining ): and we were trapped under the shelter most of the time. went to buy cup noodles at 7-11, but we got dry noodles instead ! the soup all gone -_- but the sun came out and we get to play for 1hr ! dinner at The Musscles Man. full attendance (:

pei has a pro cam ! those professional use one ! so we ka-ching so fast that we taken 300+ shots at sentosa. and ka-ching non stop during dinner and walking ard time, so total 500+ shots. (:

zq that silly girl, she almost made me cry. i was hugging her and she say, "you all like that make me so emo." and i had to suck back my tears. i haven seen her enough yet and she left alrdy ):

no photos cause all at pei there and she has to study.

mon - 160309
kuishinbo with TGG ! the snow crab is lik woah ! damn sweet. the sashimi nice oso ! you dont get to eat free flow sashimi like everyday. :DDDD

there was this couple beside us. they are like short of entertainment. they keep listening to our convo then laugh at us. -_-

so there is this special dish when they ring the bell. limited in qty so first come first serve. hahah. and we koped the melon ice-cream each, except for ser cause she was lagging ! so happens that there are only 30 melon ice-cream and 1/5 of it belongs to our table. heeheehee. and we couldnt finished it and we started making our own limited edition dish with the melon ice-cream and the leftovers.

timbre after that. had shots. (:

anyway, i think i had too much buffet. i dreamt that i was eating teppanyaki :/ and before i could eat it, my phone rang !!!! irritating -_-

tue - 170309
wanted to stay at home but headed out again instead. caught dragonball evolution with yin bran and clive. it's such a stupid show -_- goku is qt cute though (((: but still, it's a lame show -_- dont really encourage people to watch.

went fitness first for bodycombat with yin and bran. yin and i were trama-ed in the female changing room cause everyone was so open and started parading their boobs and butts ard.

bodycombat is so fun. basically we were laughing non-stop. and i have some hand-leg co-ordination prob :/ and the instructor asked up to do some push up and i just sprawled on the mat. if not i just lies on my back when asked to do crunches. and i got musscle ache from this ):

wed - 180309
headed down to kellyservices with min. the consultant is soooooooooooooooooooo ____ (i dunno what word to describe).

he compared min's and my grades and he said to min "am i suppose to conclude that you are clever ?"
i was like "okay thanks ah !!!!" and min was ......... by his question.

mambo at night with TGG minus ser + zijie ! :D the songs are so nice :D my kind of songs (: = old old songs like we used to listen when we are young. phuture is so crowded that you will never made it near the center of the stage. forever at the sideline -_-

met alvin after sooo long. almost couldnt recognise him. all botaks look the same.
me: "you are alvin right ?"
he: "ya. you are joanne right ?"
me: diaos -_-

ohhh myra ! i met christopher there ! and he was dancing with an indian man. woot ! hahaha.

zouk is better. hahaha. like para-para dance like that. all the way till 4am ! and after that my feet hurts ! i think sprain my ankle abit too :/ and something cut my knuckles, so is like one big long stretch of cut. damn pain. zouk uses dry ice like dunno what. keep spraying. rested at macs before heading home this morning with yin. die-ed on mrt/bus/on my bed.

wanted to apply for uni today but i started feeling lost ! not a good day to apply uni. ))):
have been playing too much recently. i want to settle down. job, please come ):

2009-03-13T15:09:00.003+08:00

im soooooooo hungry now. im waiting for my godsis to come to the office so that i can leave and meet gh for lunch. i think lunch become teabreak alrdy. so sorry darling ! ):
HUNGRYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im soooooooo tired cos i keep going out EVERYDAY. i think my energy is depleting. sleeping doesnt really replenish my energy these few days.
used energy > replenish energy ):

i want to go IT fair !!! i want my external hard-disk. im thinking of getting a camera too, but....not sure if i shld since i have intention to change my phone to a better one. pointless to get a memory stick now since bro just returned his friend the psp )))))))))))))))))):
im gameless now. sobs ):

i went loof ytd after soooooooooo long with ser and yin. and i conclude, the drinks there is so limited ): but the salmon pizza is still nice. (:

and.....I PASSED MY FTT ! :D ser too ! both of us are going to become some road hazards to others cause we dont know type of brakes to use !!!! come on come on, i want to start driving soon ! (:

im still waiting T.T

2009-03-09T15:44:00.004+08:00

TIME WILL HEAL ALL WOUNDS, IT ALL LIES IN YOUR DETERMINATION TO GET OVER AND MOVES ON.

yeah. i've moved on. feeling much better now. (:
no longer require tissue paper by my side. no longer the spolit water tap.
((:

now that mayb i have some plan, guess that im not that lost anymore. 路是人走出来的. so now i just 走一步是一步, see where i will end up to.

things may be bad when im alone initally. sadness was my companion, be it on the bed or on the bus. but the companies i had these few days really cheered me up alot. TGG, torto, my godsis they all...

if min din ask me out on sat morning, i prolly will cry and skipped all my meals till night when i met TGG for dinner.

the encouragement that keeps coming in to my phone, esp from my dearest jiejies they all, are really the ones that made me decided to stop all these crying, cause i really dont want anyone of you to worry bout me so much. so i promised myself that i wont cry over my results anymore.

replies to tagboard
char: yup yup. im well ! see you at ubi one day !

wt: heys ! hope you did well yeah ?

clive: yup. i will find you when i need your PR skills and maybe my cake too. (:

yin: thanks dear ! you take care of your nose yeah ? (:

chu: thanks darling for lending me your shoulder (: i want to play monopoly at your house again with many many pple :D

ser: you will (: you will see me on thurs for FTT -_- i dont want to see a sad cow too. i wont mind a chao ta/char siew-ed/bbq-ed cow though.

yongie: thanks (: but you are ?

im really fortunate,
fortunate to have so many pple who cares bout me.
thank you eveyone, really (:

2009-03-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

im sorry that i din do well.
im sorry that i disappoint you all.
im sorry that i scare you all when i din notify you all my results cause i didnt have the courage to do so.
im sorry that i made you all worried cause none of you know where i went to.

chu told me to be strong.
min came to meet me when she knew i was crying.
yi said that torto is always behind me. all i have to do i turn behind.
suwi said that torto is somehwere at the top left of my body and they will always be there for me.
pei called to check if i was okay.
yin said to call her if i needed someone.
clive told me to cheer up and he will rem my cake.
char told me to cheer up too.
kai encouraged me.
veran lended me office and tissue.
joanna, aster, anthea say they will help me find my way out.

sorry to have made all of you worried. just give me a few days and i will be the girl i used to be. i will be able to talk properly without crying, without tearing. just give me a few days will do.

2009-03-06T10:29:00.002+08:00

omg omg OMG !

today is like the actual day already !!!!! i totally i feel my heart pump and for the first time in my life i cant get back to slp !

normally at 847am, i shld wake up to go work. and normally at 847am, i was still struggling to wake up. BUT TODAY ! i cant even get back to slp !!

now my mind is in a blank.

2009-03-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

went for pedicure with yin last fri. the manicurists/pedicurists (whatever that is) that were serving the both of us were damn funny. A served me and B served yin.

A: 你几岁？
me: err...19.
A: aiyo, 19岁脚就这样！
me: 从小就是这样
A: oh 天生的阿? yadada yadada ....................

one min later,
B: (to yin) 你几岁？
yin: 19
B: 19岁脚就这样！你们是姐妹阿？
yin and i: HAHAHAHA.

okay. they are like damn lame. -_-

anyway, i saw a rainbow ytd AGAIN ! :D 2nd time within a week ((:

smaller than the 1st one cause the sky is turning dark alrdy. and it left lik half of it. by the time i was on the bus, it left lik 1/4. and then i saw it disappeared ):

met myra and yi to surprise min at clinic (: after that went macs. i haven stepped into macs for bout 2yrs even though is like opposite my house only. i mean the one at my house there.

myra and yi have problems with my nails ah. one keep trying to flatten it, another trying to squeeze the meat inside, another one dont know what the other two trying to convey. hahahahah.

simple time and talked rubbish. like totally no main point ((((:

2009-02-27T11:04:00.006+08:00

so i copied this from my FB to here:

If you enjoyed your high school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your high school years

Bio Data
1) Which school did you go to?
CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL (:

2) What classes were you in?
1 justice, 2 unity, 3/4 purity

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
geog when i was in sec1 - mrkoh was a damn nice teacher.
maths when i was in sec 3/4 - ms quek was the one who saved my maths from F9 to A1 :D
chem ! - ms khor is so pretty ! eveytime see her like see fashion show ((: and she runs in heels !!!!! :O
PE ! - playing is fun when ms lim tried to stop us from screaming :D

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
1045 to 1130 :D
but my recess normally left with 30mins after waiting for chaisuwi or liewjiayi to lock the door + everyone settle their appearence in the toilet. then pearlyn will walk into the toilet after everyone comes out and chu will be damn pek chek cos she will be very hungry by then (:

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
orange bowl, uncle mobin's ice milo (even though he mixed it in a pail. maybe it was the pail that made it nice :/), ice lemon tea, curry noodle, chicken chop/pineapple rice with wedges/egg/baked potato/etc, hokkien mee with honey chicken (even though we always complain the uncle give very little), fish soup, nasi lemak (excluding the peanuts), jing ji mee fen, mushroom and chicken toast.
ehhh i think i listed like the whole canteen.

Style
1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
joce, jocey, xoru !

2) How did you wear your socks?
like the way you normally will wear ? o.o

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
nope. im so guai (:

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
err like "you are not allow to wear your hairband on your neck" ?

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
eh i dunno ?

Punishment
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
my chinese teacher scolded me for copying X's work when she was the one who copied my work and still say she referred to her bro's 手册. so my eyes open BIG BIG and stared at the teacher with LOTS of tears and say "我没有抄。" but X's cant produce the "手册" later on to prove her innocence obviously. zzz

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
a few :/
i skipped school (with my mummy's approval) on days like racial harmony day if that day require you to wear some ethnic costume which i dont have and refuse to buy. geng illness is much cheaper than buying those clothes.

~~i pon assembly to stay back in class to play.~~

all these happened in sec 2 -_-

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
half the class pon school on racial harmony day. DM angry but mr clement tan cover it up for us, saying ALL of us were sick. cool eh ?

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
nope. i painted the wall instead in sec 1 (:

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
yeahh.
ms quek - when celebrating teachers' day. we bluffed her that pei fell down to lure her back to the classroom when she was drinking coffee with other teachers, only to end up singing a song for her (:

mrs gobi - the last english lesson. somehow then ang moh teacher MIA so it's fated the whole class gathered tgt on that day and mrs gobi gave some speech and she cried cos she loved our class alot.

and the whole class cried with them.

Teachers
1) Who was your favourite teacher?
ms quek !
mrs ang !
and i still got more :D

2) Describe your DM.
very cute yet scary :/

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
funniest: ms q. mr wong qt funny also leh. seth tan also can lah.
weirdest: do we have weird teachers ? OH HAVE !! MOLLY !!! she keeps thinking that we are trying to murder her by putting our calculator cover or water bottle on the floor or sth during some test.
loudest: ms low or ms susan lim ? OH NOOOO !!! I THINK IS MRS GOH :D

Social Circle
1) Were you popular back then?
nope. but everyone is able to sort of match the face and the name.

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
YES :D nine of us ((:

3) Who were your good friends?
TORTO + CCA MATES + 68.DEX + many that are scattered within the class, upstairs, next door or more doors (: too many too be named :D too many too be named :D
* i think the qns must change from "were" to "are"

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
yeah. too many to be listed out :/ is a big range.

5) What were you favourite memories of you and your friends?
* thing that we do tgt as a class like fiesta, service learning, etc etc etc.
* singing "DONT CHA WISH YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS HOT LIKE ME" to ahlum and vice versa during lessons. i love disturbing ahlum and i bet she loves me for that too (:
* recess time - the times that we cant decide what to eat. after that the 9 of us will squeeze in one table. then after that we will fight who bring back what plate/cups. the days we randomly sing "if you are happy and you know it, stick you head into the dolphin."
* birthday celebrations with all the loopholes ((((: esp on my birthday when they decided to stretch out my potential as a water tap. so the poor rubbin bin is full of MY used tissuse paper :P

and many more silly little things that i always do with my girls ((:

actually, the days i ponned assembly and hide in class during recess also qt memorable :P

Co-curricular Activities
1) What type of CCA were you in?
MITS/media club

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
me myself and i + full of craps :D

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
update school web, play play rahh rahh, pass on skills to jnr, watch movie, ~~play~~ uninstall icy tower on comps. (:

4) Got injured?
erm my fingernails broke at times ):

Crushes/Lovers
1) Who was your first crush?
er dont have ?

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
dont have already lor.

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your high school?
thanks but im not a lesbian -_-

4) Have you ever made out in school?
zzzz

Closing Ceremony
1) How did high school changed you?
it made me love, appreaciate and give thanks for everything and everyone even more.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
钟声悠扬弦歌讽诵
圣泽化雨泽被春风
发扬华夏优良传统
提倡女教美德坤成
发扬~
发扬华夏优良传统
提倡女教美德坤成

*i typed this out myself with the help from sch web (:

3) What was your favourite question?
skip skip

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
preferrably everything (:

5) Any memories you will not forget.
they are already locked inside a corner of my head without a DEL button and with HIGH SECURITY SYSTEM (:

2009-02-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

I SAW A RAINBOW TODAY AT SOMEWHERE NEAR MY WORKPLACE :D

so big and pretty that i cant take my eyes off.

(:

2009-02-25T12:50:00.003+08:00

the curious case of benjamin.

caught it with min and pearl on sat. is a nice show. haven watched any almost 3hour show since transformers or king kong. good movies are always worth the 3-hour in the cinema despite the coldness. (:

the movie is so meaningful until i dunno how to express in words.

i liked this (:

You can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went.
You can swear and curse the fates
But when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

AND BRAD PITT IS LIKE SUPER SHUAI ! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG !!!!!

and for min,
goodnight benjamin. HAHAHAHAH

2009-02-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY !
HAPPY (belated) VALENTINE'S DAY ! (:

went for the ntu talk ytd min and suwi, with myra, yi, pei and pearl joining us later. i met soooooooooo many pple ! kind of cheered me up for the valentine's day mood (:

had lectures. hahah. if only i had those comfy chairs in theatre when i was in ny. suprisingly, i dint fall aslp like what happened when i went for the unibus last yr. but i could see that my attention span is damn short now. HAHAHA.

and i still dont know which course to take. but able to get in anot is another qns. and i forgot everything that i listened ytd ! i only rem there is cobra and pythons so im not gg to stay in there. -_- and there is wildboar too ! is ntu in tekong ?! o.o

thanks to suwi, min and i got a rose each by someone both of us BARELY knew. HAHAHAH. so happy cause i was complaining to min i wanted one :P

dinner, random talks, shopping, jokes.

guess what we did ? we tried to count the no. of couples along the stretch of citylink that passby us. walao, damn alot = lost count. see until dizzy. so we keep counting those from our right and forgets bout our left and still lost count. and we dont even know if we shld include daddys with mummys and their children. damn funny. then we wanted to change to counting singles. might be much easier. hahah. but we din do that. it will be damn evil. :P

suntec has good valentine's day mood at the fountain of wealth when there is water spraying out. got laser words ! got a few say "TO: XXX FROM:YYY WOULD YOU MARRY ME ?" haha so sweet. so min suwi yi and i made TWO dedication and we saw NONE -_- press the not-very-sensitive touchscreen thing very pain you know.

so chu and ter came to visit us awhile beforing heading to movie. yay cos i managed to see all of them ytd ((: except zq. are you staring at the same sky, looking at the same stars as we are ? ):

starbuck-ed and bus-ed home.

side-track:
MIN AND YI, THIS IS TIN TIN.

min, look like right ?

2009-02-02T21:49:00.005+08:00

WE PASSED ! :D

you know, it's a damn scary thing to press "end test". this is the first time i so scared i will fail -_- very sian to redo the test again leh.

met many ny pple at ssdc. within the same room, got 4 ny pple (including ser and i).

went back ny for lunch. CHICKEN RICE STALL AUNTIE STILL REM ME !! (((((((: and she still rem i eat drumstick !! and she rems yin as the girl who eats very little. so cute eh her. hahaha. and i din get to eat my steam egg or drink the bubble tea outside sch -_-

waited for denise to end her class before chionging off to work. im such a nice person (:

btt trial test on sat with ser. this is the sian-est thing man. they can like repeat the same qns for lik nth times. and apparently, both ser and i were trying to eye contact/send brainwaves to each other cause both of us are like falling aslp inside !

then went off for cny gathering with dearest torto and with their dearests (: i can see that our imaginations are gg to come true ! HAHAHAHA. the guys talking at one side while the girls sing/eat/talk at one side.

(((((((((((:

girls night out on thurs night with bao gh ser and yin. i haven seen them since i dont know when. this is like the longest stretch of days without seeing them.

got them their BELATED presents. LIKE FINALLY ! hahaha. so piak piak and pok pok are born (:

piak piak is such a sweetie (:

pokpok goes moooooo ~ just lik ser ! :P

mr tiger says: ALOHA ! WELCOME TO SAFARI ! :D

okay, shall go back to watch my beloved black prince (:

2009-01-22T19:38:00.003+08:00

YAY ! orange bowl with ice milo today with chu and min (((:
yum yum :D

went ard sch and met a few old girls from our batch. hahah. some of them are lik teaching now ! shocking man ! kind of inspired me to go back to sn to teach relieve but better not 害死 the students lah hahahah. anyway ser, my friend passed her btt at first attempt. i think we are the only ones that failed can !!!! zzzz

chit chat with ms quek always make me miss my good old sec school life. (: she always thinks that we go back for orange bowl then shun bian find her. bleeh. is the other way lor. hahahah.

i must mention this: seth tan is damn shuai now ! okay not shuai but good-looking cos he looks much younger now. HAHAHAHA. see, thats' the power of his daughter. i prolly will eyecandy him if im still in school now. so i can understand why students can lik have a crush on him. HAHAHAAH. oh yeah, he treated us ice milo ! ((((: so i had two cups today. whee ~ actually i kind of miss it alrdy.

oh ! and there are lik so many pregnant women ard in school. i saw 5 pregnant teachers ! stun man. hahaha. so i told ms q that the school can have lik some pregnant mothers fan club.

town-ed with chu while min went home. got my things and shopped with chu to get stuffs for ter. haha. ter 幸福 leh. chu spend $X just on his stuffs. hahaha. but the cap was damn worth it. (:

anyway, my bro brought the golden retriever back home on sun ! previously he wanted to bring back and my mum dont allow and he angry with her for 2days can ! damn lame lah he. hahah. but this time, my mum damn happy when the dog is home. diaos. but the dog came for only one afternoon.

so the dog is called ace. ace is like such a boy name when the dog is female. but then, pei name her dog dordor when he is a male. okay no main point.

ace is really very very 乖, but super 贪吃 ! she keep staring at me, or rather my beehoon. i cant eat in peace, she keep following me ! very stressed you know. heng she never jump onto me. and the dog food that my mum bought back for her, she eat until she doesnt let me throw away the aluminium container ! so if some stranger offers her food, she prolly will follow them -_-

and she doesnt bark, just lie on the floor beside my bro. she listens to him more than she listen to me ): i told her to sit lik n times but she is like only interested in my beehoon. -_-

i took her for a walk ! :D she is damn strong. i really have to pull her. other than that, she will spin me ard while i was talking to people. and she decided to lik sit at the doorstep of the unit above my house and stare at me and refuse to budge no matter how hard i pull her. hahaha. i so scared i will choke her or sth.

BUT SHE IS DAMN SMELLY ! so i wonder how come dordor doesnt smell ?

caught bedtimes stories too on sat. hilarious ((: gunballs look nice to chew :D

okay thats all ! (:

2009-01-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SER ! (:
hahaha, ser is damn old now ~ 19 ! no more 18 anymore. hahah

i feel so glad for myself that im not the kind of person who will show anger on the face.

2009-01-09T21:53:00.003+08:00

311208 - steamboat ! :D

030109 - the last dinner

080109 - goodbye botak jon !

so these are the more happening days for the past 10 days.

im sick of the food at my work place. and i dont lik the auntie that sells ban mian. she so mei li mao. no customer service one. i wan to kidnap orange bowl uncle here. ):

and i in need of a diary !

everybody is lik gone. guys are gg in army and girls are busy with jobs.

so i was damn bored during work today and i went through the photo in my comp, dated from '07 to now. i still can rem those funny funny moments even if the photo is lik some random shots. those scissors-paper-stone shots still can make me laugh sia.

i miss school. i miss gg to school, rotting at the pillar while waiting for everybody to come, random chattings and suanings, the very retarded things all of us do, the random times we take photo of our reflection when we passby some very nice blue boards (which i believe is the same one that we used everytime) on the 5th floor, scissors-paper-stone until blueblack, go lecture and POM slp, the after school gossip + dont know is lunch or tea break or dinner + walking in shopping centres aimlessly sessions, and many many more........

and i came across pics when i went back sn for visiting. so christie, deb, den, meikian, naiy and yang, if you happen to read this, you are being missed by me too !

oh wells. 往事只能回味. old liao old liao !

anyway, i just saw an article on yahoo saying that tintin (that comic detective guy with a white dog) is a gay !!!!! o.O

lastly, I HATE ADULT FARE !!!!! tapping out is so troublesome and the moeny inside gone lik so fast. really PROOFF ! -_-

2009-01-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

so HELLO 2009 !
actually it feels lik any other normal day lah. :/

lunch with ser yin bran and jonytd were draggeddddd all the way till _PM cos everyone was late ! HA.

so ser tio me and she forgot she tio me !! but then...im happy with all the presents :D im gg to use the free ticket ! yin, dont jealous (:

head down to meet torto with their loved ones. steamboat with everyone ! eat, watch little nonya, drink, talk, stroll, mahjong, sleep, uno-ed, tv-ed, watch spongebob squarepants' movie which was very violent. steamboat for dinner brunch and lunch. :D

and omg omg omg omg OMG !!!!
im paying adult fare now !!!!! no more 45cents !!! now i will have to think carefully before i travel. bus fare is ex. mrt fare is ex. AHHHH ! i want back my student concession !!!!

did some self-reflection for one whole year of 2008. hmms. guess that i see some change in me.

2008-12-31T13:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE EVERYONE !

im super excited about today !! :D

im gg to meet ser yin bran jon for xmas cum new year lunch later. yes, you never see wrong. xmas is still included. (:

im gg to meet torto for new year's steamboat at evening plus stayover ! my two years worth of steamboat with ahgong's soup ! yum yum :DDD

so im gg to pack my stuffs now. i have absolute faith and confidence that ser yin bran and jon will be late. (:

HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR EVERYONE !

LOVE ! (:

2008-12-28T21:40:00.005+08:00

IM BACK !

headed to desaru on xmas day. i confess that im a spolit singaporean. the water at the resort is YELLOW ! initially, i thot it my feet that was damn dirty that why the water is yellow. end up, the water from different water taps are all yellow. damn gross. so i refuse to drink any water during the 2days even though i was damn thristy.

bathing was a torture !! so was brushing teeth and washing face. if i bathe in the bath tub, i can see the yellow water against the white background. so i choose to live in self-denial and use the standing one. at least i can bluff myself that the water is not yellow cause i cant see it -_-

my day one activity is sleep, eat and see firefly. i was damn tired.
eat breakfast, board car, slp
eat lunch, board car, slp
go back resort slp, wake up, eat dinner.

i think my lunch haven digest before i ate my dinner.

after dinner was firefly trip. damn pretty. and some pple just so selfish when we were on the boat. -_-

day two was qt awake.
breakfast, go cart, fruit farm, shopping, dinner and then back to sg and kbox-ed at 10plus. and i gave up singing and stoned there.

suppose to go back sg on the next day but everyone cant stand the water anymore !!!! so actually is not really my own prob lah. hahahaha.

go cart was nice (((: i love the speed. maybe somehow im a vampire too :DD edward loves speed (((((:

anyway, on tue, someone from DXO approached me to sell some package. erm apparently i look lik some clubber.

so the package contain:
* one year membership of $88 wavier off (some platium card or sth)
* a few coupons of 1-for-1 for housepour/beer (be it jug or cup)
* free entry of me + one friend
* subsequent friend is 1buck each (incredible right ?)
* 2 coupons of 1-for-1 bottle of chivas (including mixer)
and everything cost $29.90 cause im the first 20 customer.

and i swear ser was lik -_- + !#$%^&*() when i told her i reject him. HAHAHAHA.

xmas at myra's house with torto. not much xmas atmosphere but is still nice gathering with them even though is not full attendance. chatted all the way till the morning before i left town.

so torto put some sense in me.

im a chicken rice seller so i cant produce duck rice for customers if they want it. (analogy by myra.)

their strong reactions really tells me that they really really care for me. i swear myra suwi and pei were lik damn agitated. and i perked all of them up. they were all slpy and then everyone cant slp anymore. did a little self-reflection on what they said. not exactly little. was thinking about it the whole driving trip to malaysia. and so i made up my mind. hopefully nth will go wrong.

now i realise my dad is lik so supportive of me. he understands me mans !

okay now is lik 0016 and ser yin bran jon clive and i are still discussing bout xmas plans. hahahah

2008-12-18T18:01:00.002+08:00

working now.

i totally is an acident-prone kid lahh. i've got 2 plasters on my right hand right now. i foresee i will be getting more -_- i always managed to get cuts here and there and i dont see my godsis getting it.

plaster companies will prosper with me lik me.

anyway, went to a perfume warehouse ytd near my workplace. they sell the perfume is lik suepr cheap. WAYYYY CHEAPER than outside retail shop. and all these perfumes are branded.

adidas is lik 5bucks. and i found fav my hugo boss intense !! (: 50 bucks ! outside sells more than $150. cool shit ! im lik gg to buy it. but i still got one and a half bottle more at home waiting for me to use. i cant seems to use it up. dont care, gonna get it before yr ends.

anyone wans me to help them buy ?

i can be a mummy too ! (:

2008-12-14T22:01:00.003+08:00

with carlyn, suwi's niece.

carlyn is such a sweet girl who does cry when she is in my hands. HAHAHAHA.

hand so small

feet also.

carlyn with her best friend, mr snail.

babies have the best smile ((:

and carlyn was talking to myra in her softest voice in baby language. ahhh so cutee !

okay migrated to pei's house to talk and play after carlyn goes back to lalaland.

pei's ahgong cooks the best soup !! all i soup i drink is lik super nice ! i love ahgong's soup :D

im looking forward to our shopping trip ! im living on motivation now :/

someone give me the courage please !

2008-12-06T18:08:00.009+08:00

im sick of town mans. the thot of the word T-O-W-N alrdy makes me want to puke. i have been going there lik so frequently. from last sun till today, out of 7 days, i was in town for 5days.

SUNDAY:
met ser and yin for shopping for post prom to get whatever we needed. and i got my dress (((: haha lik finally.

went to meet min at noon for our part tor session. (: stupid rain cause us to be caught at orchard when we wanted to go cine. so we walked ard wisma and taka until the rain stop before gg cine. min says she wans to come out to shop but she refuse to try on any clothes cause she doesnt want to mess up her hair.

headed to cine to watch our HSM3 (((: ahhhh my zac is sooooooooooooooooooo shuai. hahaha. min is attracted to ryan instead. she went "ohh so cute !!!" at ryan while i go "ohhhhh god" at zac. i think is very good that i din hyper-ventilate inside or sth. hahaha.

then to far east to get food and headed to forum to visit TRU. the smell of forum is so familiar to the both of us. (:

after that, she went home while i go city hall to meet ser yin bran jon clive to drink at loof. hahaha. we got the sofa seat !!! :D abit warm though :/

our drinks :D

the phones looks like they are part of the deco on the table but they are not.

the girls (:

the guys

very black

our best shot. hahahaha !

the salmon pizza damn nice !!! we ordered lik two ! the salmon is lik super duper nice !!!

then cabbed home after that.

MONDAY:
i only rem i was working :/

TUESDAY:
pre-post prom day ! so i took leave. okay lame excuse to take leave from work. is for last last LAST min shopping for post prom.

went to shape eyebrown with chu while ser and yin shopped for ser's rocker shoes.

then to ser's house to paint all our nails. it was MADNESS !!

i helped ser to paint her nails black and paint until so nice leh. then she destroyed everything when trying to open some white nail polish. okay, maybe left lik 2 fingers intact. faints. chu and yin was trying very hard to cut the fake nails to the length that they want. only i wasnt so stress.

painted for chu and yin. chu had no prob with her nails so she went home early.

yin kept destroying the same nail while drying her nails using the fan or going to the toilet or doing sth. is fate man.

and ser had a hard time trying to clean off her destroyed nail polish which makes all her fingers BLACK. is like she just finish painting some master piece and she say her hands look like they are rotting. hahah ! ser started saying vulgarities can, just bcos of her fingers !

was the last one the paint finish. and i feel so handicapped after that cause i cant use my fingers. but at least, i din destroy any of my fingers. HAHAHAHA.

went home to get my dress and shoes and everything before going to my godma there. my godsis helped me with my make-up and accessories all these. is nice to have a sister to do these kind of girl girl thing. ((: fun but i was still trying to remove all the make-up at 12plus !!!!! and they finished the koropok while i was washing my face !!!!! ))):

WEDNESDAY:
POST PROM DAY !

met chu ser and yin at far east. chu and yin went to do their make-up and hair while i accompany ser to manicure. her hands look.....clean. clean from all the black black paints. hahaha. then we went to eat pastamania while they were still doing their hair. yum yum.

cabbed down to hotel. slacked there abit to waste time. the room had this circular window thingy that can be see through the toilet from the room when the curtain is up. damn cool ehhh ! only bran and yin get to take photo in it cause after that it sliped our mind and wasnt in the right state to do so. boohooo !

chu straighten my hair. and IT WAS DAMN STRAIGHT. they all say that my backview doesnt look lik my backview anymore. but then, it started to curl back after lik a few hours later. and i became VERY 斯文 when my hair is straight. i got no idea why. and i look like some milk maid when i tried to tied the hair to one side.

chu and yin meet up with their bfs and went for prom while jon clive came early to have dinner with ser and i. had dinner at modesto. the pizza DAMN nice also !! can fight with the one at loof. but we look damn out of place with our skirt, shorts and burms.

sth shit happen and sort of ruin everyone's mood and i shant say much. brandon and yin were affected by it the most ): okay skip skip skip.

went back the room to do our face and our hair. so fun !!!!

i kept asking ser if my face got colour or too white or yadada yadada and she say that lik got no diff. im a failure at make-up even though my godsis taught me how to do it. zzzz then the guys keep staring at us. and then i very scared my make-up is lik screwed or sth so i keep asking them if i look like some chicken backside or some monkey backside cause i think i put too much blusher. :/

and my batt decided to die on me lik totally. so it was flat and i send it to charge at the reception. so when i came back to collect it, my batt decided to end its life there and then and i cant on my phone. seriously, im the sai-est person of the day can !!!

so i called my bro for help and he asked me to go home ! and i started crying and i was damn scared i ruin my make-up.
*note: i cry cause my bro asked me to go home, not because of my phone.

so clive went down with me to the reception to ask bout my batt and yadada yadada. so clive convinced the manager that it may be my batt's prob and they are willing to compensate me if i got the proof from nokia. he does all the talking while i stared at them.

so prom pple came back and is time to leave for butterfactory !

ignore the subway cookie. i was eating it halfway when we started taking photos.

gheyyyy. hahaha.

cabbed down and the uncle dunno where is butterfactory and we had to walk alll the way in. and my feet was starting to hurt thanks to my right heel. is too big no matter how many padding i put.

met our class pple there ((: and the queeue was very long :/

i dunno where chu is :/

(:

shuwen is sooooooooooo shuai lehhh !!! :D

char ! and her dress is lik 25ringgit = sgd 10buck !!!!!!!

see. chu is lik sooooooooooooo tall and she gave up wearing her heels. hahaha. oh ya ! ter spiked his hair so that he wont be shorter than chu when she is in her heels !! hahahah !

my darling (: ohhhh. and ter gave her that flower. so sweet (:

so while waiting........

wanted to take photo with __ but the humji me take so long to decide and when i finally decided to take the photo, __ is gone ~ zzzzz.

and butterfactory was full house even before we got in !!!! zzzzzzzz. so stupid. then all of us went to try the arena and it was damn packed as well. the queeue is even longer than that of butterfactory. -_-

went back to butterfact and managed to get in cause of inez or her friend's help. it is small. and i know why cannot wear white when clubbing alrdy. YOU WILL JUST SHINE AND GLOW INSIDE THERE. and so many couples were lik smooching ard us. shy you know. hahahaha.

so we opened a bottle of chivas ! along with coke and soda water. coke is nicer though.

first round of drinks !

so went down the dancefloor ! hahah. fun ehhhh !

chu was damn funny. she msged me and say, "be careful hor and dont get taken adv by uncute guys." HAHAHA.

the dancefloor is really qt small. people squeeze here squeeze there then the group of us lik in the middle alrdy :/ and there were a few moments that i cant breathe. lik got not enuf air there.

and my feet was killing me until i bth and went back to drink. BUT THEN ! lights on soon after that. -_- we haven play enuf lehhh !

i mixed my drink too concentrated alrdy + i had a few cups of what i mixed = i cannot walk straight + whiney. BUT I WASNT DRUNK. (:

is weird going to the toilet with 3 guys (namely clive ahyong and jasper) standing at the door waiting for me :/ 1 is enought but 3 is too many !! but i appreciate the intention.

back to the hotel in my madness state. and my toe is too painful for me to walk in my heels anymore so i walked bare-footed most of the time after i got out of the club (: yin cldnt walk straight too ! i got a kaki. okay nth proud bout that. but ser was sleepy i think. see. the girls all zzz alrdy. the guys still can tahan.

and i got the urge to singing -_- to shoo away the puking feeling. okay damn weird but i controlled it somehow. as in my singing temptation. i kept whining and whining and whining until they have to play the silent game for 5 or 10mins in the room to keep me quiet. apparently it failed cause they talk and i talk.

ser lie on me and i started singing twinkle twinkle little star and pat her on her back like how usually you pat a baby to sleep like that. all of them 拿我没办法 but i just got the urge to sing twinkle twinkle little star :/

yin kept shhhing us but after that she explained to me why she does that. before that i thot it was me :/ and she kept frowning and frowning and refuse to let ser and bran remove her fake eyelashes when they are lik dropping off.

so we migrated to the macs at forum. jon keeps telling me that he wants to eat mcgriddles and if he doesnt eat anything soon, he is gg to puke ! then i was damn scared cause i abit 自身难保 myself and he was holding me. :/

then i decided to shut down at macs. they got their moments of silence from me. by the time i woke up, jon alrdy finished his mcgriddles and ser was removing her make-up. yin and i does the same and after that we all went home.

clive was the ONLY survivior. bran went back to hotel while the 4 of us died behind the cab. went home and conk-ed out.

THURSDAY:
towned again cause of my stupid batt. and nokia refuse to write me any reference so i could show the hotel manager that is the hotel's fault. zzzzzzzzzzzz. but in the end, was given a batt FOC thanks to clive's wonderful PR skills. HAHAHAHA. but the girl cant give me one right then cause she said that the batt inventory person went home !! walaoooooooo -_-

FRIDAY:
work. madness. there were alot of pple buying things from our shop and i 乱掉. at the end of the day, was quite grouchy cause i wanted to sleep terribly !!!!!!

anyway, i got my batt today. ((((: my dear batt, please dont die on me again. please last till next year thank you very much.

and i love borders. i see the whole edward series and i was so tempted to buy. okay REN !!!!

2008-11-29T19:35:00.002+08:00

today is lik a (((: + ))): day.

i met up with torto (min, myra, suwi.yi) after lik a zillion years of not seeing them.

but darling zq has left to go back to malaysia.

so today we went to sent her off from her hostel. helped her to moved her stuffs. is 吓死人的 alot !!!

her whole family came down to fetch her back. hahah. her daddy and mummy are so cute. they rem all our names even though today was our first time meeting them. her daddy even realised that i was wearing contact lens now when i dont wear at all in sec. then chit chat with them at the hostel and at a nearby hawker center.

then must say farewell alrdy, before seeing her again in another 5mths ? earliest day would be result day. i hate leaving. this feeling is sucks. chee huat's last image before and after zq left kept appearing in my mind. i feel damn 心痛 for them, like seriously. but i look forward to the day when all of us can gather again as a big family. (:

i think i need some water rationing management lessons. my frequency is like getting more and more lately.

so myra and i spend some time recovering on the bus. then after that, all of us went to shop abit at citylink and went raffles place to get yi's dress before heading home.

and there isnt lik a full whole day that i stayed at home totally. everyday go out and go out until my legs suan alrdy. and i haven slept for one whole day until i song-ed yet. and the FREAKING ulcers on the left side of my mouth is lik driving me crazy !!!! now add one more blister on the right side. THANKS MAN !!!!! i had a hard time trying to bite my food. bite right also pain. bite left also pain. WHATEVERRRRRRR -_-

decided to wait for my pay before dying my hair. shoes and dress are more impt (:

back to hot shot ! yan cheng xu is so shuai (((:

this post has a contradiction of feelings.

2008-11-26T23:34:00.006+08:00

last week dinner's photo. god, it feels lik so long ago can !

to-i-leeet

oh yay. they happily cut bao and i off cos the both of us were happily talking at the back.

girls in black.

rahh. now i miss stuyding, taking my favourite 135 bus with my favourite seat and gg back to sch everyday.

when you study, you want to work. when you work, you want to study.

how true.

went JB during the weekends to attend wedding. THE SHARK FINS SOUP HAS BABY COCOROACH/FLY IN IT !!!! damn gross. there were 2 in it somemore !!! faints.

oh ! i met my pri sch mate at the resort and my godbro say i look younger !!!! :D he says my friends looks lik those working kind. but then the reason he gave me for looking younger is cause i always hang out with my god-family -_-

and i heard that the resort is haunted :/

went out ytd ! oh my god lik finally can !!!! finally sth that is not related to working.

when i reach town and ser ser is still at home can !!!! waited so long before yin and ser came and even longer for the ~~guys~~ girls, jon and clive.

yin couldnt make up her mind on which dress she wants to buy and keep insisting that mango dress has lost its elasticity when both ser and i insisted that the size is just too big for her.

walked wisma / far east / taka. almost went in royal plaza to have the high tea buffet but fully booked. met yi ! :DDDDDD

this xmas tree is filled with bears ! damn cute.

so headed to loof for our drinks. i think it has become our habit to go for a drink after one whole day. HAHAHAHA. i found my red wine kaki - jon ! ser hates red wine.

all these cards belong to ser ser !!!!

ladies' card. thats for us (:

hahah. their menu is so cute lahhh.

our drinks. all damn nice. their food not bad too. but the waiter abit blur. sent us to the smoking area when we wanted non-smoking area :/ must be he heard jon saying "eh clive, i thot you say you wan to smoke ?"

last min decision to take group photo. so black :/

so we had a 2nd try and it was worst. blur.

so we saw this xmas tree outside raffles city. hahaha. we kept taking photos with trees. and i lik this the best even though the bus drove pass -_-

and i wasnt drunk. i cld walk straight and do differentiation ! cabbed home. i kept spending money even though is recession now. it is suppose to be this way isnt it ! at least that is what econs taught us.

my grandma came to stay with me. both of us are lik 鸡同鸭讲. i cant understand hainan at all !!! is not i dun wan to reply her. but i dun understand a single word and i CANT reply her. i just "en", "ah", "orh" and i manipulate the ans when she repeats her qns. but this is really not a good solution -_-

next week is post prom. damn fast.

2008-11-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

A's over ! but there is no extreme feeling.

headed down to ssdc to enroll for my basic theory test with ser and yingjie and their friend. waited 2 hours plus there ! im glad i brought edward along. (((: kills time. i was happily reading while they chit chat. edward is sooooooo sweet ! but the movie's edward doesnt look shuai enough o.O

kemin sms me and she say:
you arh. tonight stay overnight cannot drink too much k! must be able to do a differentiation qns hor :)

see, i have a cute darling (:

went to celebrate with bao gh ser yin brandon jon clive yk in the evening.

initial plan was to go zhen fa eat, BUT THE UNCLE PISSED ME OFF WITH HIS ATTITUDE !

i made reservation with them but they told me if i come after 530pm, then they dun gaurantee me that i will still have my seats available. HELLO ! the purpose of me calling is so that i make a reservation and guarantee my friends and i will have seats right !? oh whatever -_- then the uncle has attitude problem. so the bunch of us went there and left.

so the uncle called me after that BUT I REFUSE TO PICK UP HIS PHONE. and he called again. jon pranked him and say: "huh ? huh ? oh 你打错了" according to jon, the uncle believed and reply: "huh, 又打错了 ?"

went eat seoul garden at taka. eat until very happy but i cldnt eat much. miss serena keeps putting in the food and then decided to abandon them on the bbq pan since she keeps forgetting to flip those meat. and i have a talent for cooking soup ((((:

walked ard aimlessly ard taka to paragon etc etc etc to take photo with all the xmas deco. all soooooooo prettyyyy !

then bao ser gh went homeee. and i was _____ (i dunno what word i can use here) by my bro. my mum and my bro contradict each other can !

qns: can i stay out ?
mummy says: okay you can stay out
bro says: NO MEANS NO

OR

mummy says: WHY COME HOME SO LATE. 11PLUS REACH HOME LAH !
bro says: 1215 reach home.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz wth can -_- spoil mood alrdy.

went emerald hill and then sth happen. okay long story.

then went balcony for awhile before gg home. nice place, just a bit hot. cant comment much on drinks since i only had 4sips. I WAS THE MOST SOBER PERSON AMONG THE 5 OF US.

and all of them started becoming high. and it was madness. started playing cai quan and etc etc. the conversions were lik hilarious can ! with all the bang here and bang there. goodness !

share cab with yin and brandon home. yin was lik half dead and brandon started singing in the cab. and i was helping yin to trick brandon to eat macs (:
yin, i nice friend right ? hahaha.

so i wake up today feeling abit sian.
first day of work -_-

quite okay. but damn sleepy.

maybe i shld just stop being a complain-ey employee. but i feel soo arrghhhh kind of restricted. oh wells -_-

torto, noh ssiw ! ):

2008-10-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

no photos. thanks to my damn screwed up IE which refuse to let me upload anything.

101008: graduation day !
HAHAHAHA. i got no more regrets already (((((:

cam-whore the whole day. hahah so fun ((:

thai express-ed for late lunch. sooo nice :D and is soooooo cheap.

131008: geylang study trip with ser yin jon and clive !
clive's relative geylang apartment is damn biggggggggggggg ! 4rooms + 3toilets + spacious living room + spacious dinning area where we convert to study area,where it became FREAKING messy within 1hr. thanks to our bags, notes, books, drinks etc etc etc. IT'S SPACIOUS UNTIL YOU CAN ROW AROUND ON THE FLOOR EVERYWHEREEEEE. wheee~

oh yeahhh, i brought pompom along too ! (: and i brought him everywhere i went. lik out for dinner and trying-to-find-tao-huay trip. i refuse to leave him alone in the apartment. who knows what is in there. jon drove, clive did too -_- freaking scary.

we saw so many chickens. got one damnnnn hot. others is lik -_- got one look lik ahsum :/

and i was running a fever, unknowingly -_- and fever makes me do crazy stuffs lik modelling around the apartment with a blanket. zzzz.

the 5 of us tried to squeeze in 2 sofa to share a blanket. obviously we failed. we, the girls, got the blanket and slept in our room. the guys, sleep on sofa. (when there are more than 2beds for them to sleep on)

THE AIR CON WAS FREAKING COLD ! yin was surviving on 2jackets cos she thinks that the blanket might be dirty. but she gave up and squeezed with us. serser had her towel to cover her face. pompom cant shield me from the cold !!!! i gave up and wrapped myself with my towel.

we procrastinated. suppose to wake up at 0530 but woke up at 0830 ? chiong-ed study abit more before we head to sch. and i left one bag of stuffs behind in the apartment.

and my fever was gone in the morning. but it came back after i woke up from my sleep after maths mock -_-

181008: yin's 18 celebration !
was a damn funny day.

okay must thank:
xb for trying to pour cold water on yin to make her dont suspect (thanks to the many loopholes)
jon for dragging time. HAHAHAHAH

met gh before heading to ps. so heng heng, both of us met jon and yin while trying to get down the escalator. so we turn and want to run away. but the escalator was coming down instead of gg up. so jin zhang !

and jon scratched his butt/check his pants in order to let us escape. heng yin din manage to see us.

was panting damn hard when i called ser. so gh and i decided to hide in carrefour. SAFEST !

met clive and ser then headed to build-a-bear. and we were hiding there lik some idiots -_- even the staffs stare at us can. and yin took long to realise we were there !!

anyway, tom piang was born. pompom's latest buddy !

then ate at manhattan. superr yummy !

headed to play arcade then to no.5 emerald for drinks. dont know for whatever reason, i got DAMN sleepy and the best is I CANNOT WALK STRAIGHT ! i walk in zig zag. but but but !! i was clear-headed. i swear i was.

so i wasnt drunk. i just
-couldnt walk straight
-kept whinning (even more)
-ear block
-keep harping on the fact that i haven finish the bottle of water jon asked me to drink to clive on the taxi
-feel very slpy
-screamed at some kazua when i normally dont.
other than all these, i was very clear-headed. (:

min and pei scold me for getting drunk outside. wo zhi cuo le ! but i still must insist i wasnt drunk even though 9 out of 10 pple say im. :/

201008: suwi's 19 and min's 18 ! :D
yay ! finally met up with my darlings after ____ mths. full attendance :DDD
ate at the japanese marche place. pearlyn told us bout her hk trip. she took 2hrs to give us a detailed version but....too long. she only spend about $1.2k for 6days !!!!! hahahah. she make me damn jealous.

I WANT TO GO ON AN OVERSEA TRIP WITH MY FRIENDS TOOOOO ))):

okay nvm. i shall keep myself motivated.

5more days to a's
20 MORE DAYS TO POST A'S !!! :DDDDD woot !

2008-10-08T18:27:00.002+08:00

got back results today.
22 is lik the last class of the whole cohort. i always have thot that our class is lik normal normal okay okay avg class. but then, when it was shown on the screen, is just total shockness. out of 37 classes, we were ranked 37th. we were never last before.

my mood totally changed. is as good as the weather outside in the afternoon.

bus ride back from sch are the time i reflect my whole day in sch. so i stoned on the bus and reflected. what ser ser say keep appearing in my mind, "we are in an avg sch. now we are last in cohort means that we are below avg." she make sense. with the current grades we have, we cant even make it to anywhere.

met an old friend of mine at amk and we talked on the bus. the diff btwn me and her is that she missed her A by a few marks but for me, i missed my pass for by a few marks.

though my ranking pt remained, grade A seems so far for me.

now im lik damn scared and this feeling is lik so damn familar.

so my brain has to maximise its usage now. i dont have to space and time to think bout other things. i cant even save myself now.

pple, u have lik less than 480hrs now till Alvl. so you shld stop reading blogs. go study !

TO THE AIRRRRPORRRRT (:

2008-09-28T23:06:00.004+08:00

studying at the airport ytd (:

met yin in the evening and we took 53 to the airport and we popeye-ed for dinner.

jon called and i had a hard time trying to psycho him to come.
me: jon come lahhhh. clive coming. you two are lik siamese twin so you shld come.
jon: dun wan. i dun wan to be as hairy as him.
yin: he then dun wan to be as black as you.

the best thing is that there was an i_ _ _ _n standing beside yin, which is both black and hairy, when we were having the convo. heng he din hear anything. if not good game (:

sky-train-ed to T1.

met clive at delifrance. we did homework. WE REALLY DID. and we kept eating :/ we were lik having party at delifrance with all the food we brought.

the alvl 07 paper1 that yin brought to do, walaoooo, the person is sure siao one. he cancel the options lik dunno what lik that. he doodle on the paper as though he dont have any rough paper to do the workings or he only had lik 30mins to complete all the qns. he must be a schizo too. he can lik cancel out option A and write A as an ans.

jon came to join us at 12plus. he drove there !! clive kept counting down to 2am cos popeye closes at 2. and jon count down to 3plus cos he wants to slp. zzz

clive is qt prepared. he even brought his teddy with him. dont have to rub ur eyes. you dint see wrongly. is his. hahaha (:

toilet are nice. (: except the one at arrival hall lvl. is so freaking scary !

initially, yin and i plan to study till mayb lik 7am in the morning. but we wanted to sit jon's car so we went back to serangoon macs to study. okay abit siao.

left deli at 4 and took shuttle bus to T2 since the car is parked there. we were surrounded by korean tourists on the bus. almost cldnt get down. took photos and tried jump shots. apparently it failed.

jon kept saying: "quick. every min is 0.1785 cents." parking at airport is reallyyyy damn ex and we wasted more than 5mins trying to take jump jump shots.

waiting for shuttle bus.

HAHAHA. WE ARE THE FIRST PEOPLE THAT JON DRIVED (beside his family and gf). HAHAHAHAHA. honoureddd (: he is considered qt zai alrdy since he drives at 80km/hr instead of 10.

clive pays so much attention on the road just in case we go wrong way and jon was feeling slpy. dangerous you noe. after dropping clive, we headed back to serangoon using the expressway.

yin: eh how come so foggy ?
jon: dunno leh.
me: wont have anything on the road one horr ? o.O
jon: wont lah. luckily is only the 3 of of us.
yin: THREE OF US THEN IS BADDD AHHH !

then yin and i started screaming in the car.

so yin and i appeared back in serangoon at 5am. we are totally out of the place. we went to eat breakfast before yin continue to get pek chek with maths while i continue laughing at the person who did the alvl chem mcq.

and we studied all the way till 9plus before we head home.

the minute i got onto my bed, POM slp. all the way till 5pm.

went out to pray and back home to watch F1 ((:
qt exciting to see the cars crash. okay sadist. but u dun get to see this kind of race everyday !! esp when massa pulled the oil hose away then see his team trying to pull out the thing as every secs goes by. jin zhang man !!! but other than that, i was quite confused seeing the cars gg in circles.

okay i wan to go slp alrdy.

2008-09-23T19:09:00.005+08:00

back to sch after 4days of break. 4 happy days of break. (: use comp as though there is no tomm. slp until there is no tomm. thats why i can cure my dark circles ((:

went to yi's house to swim ~ on sun with pearl myra and suwi. and then i start to ache only lik this morning ! -_- my body lags lik anything. ms pearlyn oh make me wan to go travelling too. she shld reach hongkong by now. lucky girl who can go holiday at such random time of a year. i jealous. hmpf ))):

while swimming, we met a very very VERY cute and chubby baby, named conner (according to myra's way of spelling). mixed blood (: eyes super duper pretty. damn cute lah ! he noes how to walk !! and he din cry at all when the dad dive him down into the pool. none of us can resist the temptation so we took photo with him. HAHAHA. and spend lik half and hr observing him. soooooooooooo cute can !

went to eat prata for dinner and we witness two workers arguing/quarrelling (in short, vigorous communication). and no one understand what they were talking about cos it was in tamil and everyone just STARES. then one of them went to the back and sth dropped ! mayb lik pots/pans/plate/i dunno. then the 2nd guy went in and start to have fighting sound ! just lik tv lik that. and they were shouting even louder. someone went in and then there were peace.

went out with arif and farhan ytd. and met so many pple ! so we slacked, rot, stroll to paragon and back to cine, caught babylon and dinner. babylon is confusing seriously. i got qt alot of question marks by the end of the movie. but dinner was not bad (:

so on the way to the mrt, I MET CHU CLIVE AND JON !!!!! i thot i see wrongly cos the person beside chu wasnt terence. but then is lik clive, with jon in front. I WAS SOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE THEM. hahaha. they shld noe lah by the way i reacted. then i followed them while arif and farhan go home. went back in cine for awhile then WE WENT TO A PUB. yes, u din see wrongly. is a pub not a club.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. IM NO LONGER A FAILURE 18 ((((:

im a noob there. hahaha.
cam-whore, eat ALOT of peanuts, drink not alot, gossip. when u gossip there, u actually feel safe becos you wont meet anyone you know ! :D

lychee and peach martini. nice nice (((((:

apple fruitini and hot and dirty martini or sth ard there. the name sounds nice right ! but it actually taste lik seawater. the thing that was in the apple fruitini (not apple) was salty too. and i got no idea what was it. clive took a bite of that thing and threw the rest of the thing in jon's cup. gross lah.

all the peanuts we ate. we were kind to throw the shells on the table but the waiter sweep it down. so we started throwing on the floor ~~and at each other -_-~~

yay ! we were all red by the end (: but i wasnt the red-est. HAHAH lik for once.

cabbed home. chu did a damn funny thing to the cab driver. the rest of us just stand behind and watch.
chu: *ask the driver if there is additional 3bucks surcharge.*
driver: *nods*
chu: *step back and close the door* POM !
we: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

see. we are so realistic. but end up we still took cab from the taxi stand anyway. but a diff cab though.

still got other funny funny things that happen. the harder you laugh, the redder you get. so keep chill (: YIN ! we shld try out tgt one day !! (:

back to sch for the results today. i shld say i 看开了. sooo.....skip skip skip.

went to bishan to slack with ahbao and yin. there was this random uncle who is super random. he was either talking to himself if not he was talking to all the ny pple that was on the bus. he say things lik:

这是我们的机会！
这个世界是疯狂的。
etc etc.......

super random and without directing at anyone. dear ahbao started saying things with regard to those random sentence coming out from the uncle and send the backrow pple laughing. another reason could be they are laughing at us cos we (mainly yin and i) CANNOT STOP LAUGHING.

then ahbao was saying she might be gg london for 2weeks next year. then suddenly ! the uncle says: "那就去lor." which totally send the backrow laughing nonstop again.

i was complaining that i was damn full. end up ate abit of dessert with ahbao and yin. after that sushiiiiiiiiii ! seriously, I MUST LEARN HOW TO SAY NO TO FOOD.

okay. i din expect i will type so much. so i gg back to my best friend alrdy (: goodbye.

2008-09-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

WOOHOOO !
okay prelim is officially over ! but death day is approaching. -_-

went ser ser house aft phy paper ytd. totally went crazy. bao ser yin and i totally laughed our heads off when we played scrabble. we laughed too loud and serser's daddy sms her asking why we are making so much noise.
moral of the story: put more than 3 girls tgt = madness. (:

and I SIMPLY JUST LOVE HER HOUSE.
reason: her house practically is everywhere oso can slp. even the floor ! her house suits me (:

her floor is so nice to lie. even the chair in the room too ! can just 缩成一团 and slp. if not the living room is oso another not bad de choice (: unlimited slping area.

shopped with the girls today. ((:

IM TOTALLY DEPRESS !!!! i thot i could buy my oversized shirt !!! i was damn looking forward to it. end up my body is too short ! zzzzz if only my body is longer T.T and so i keep harping on it.

caught MAMA MIA. it feels as though i was watching hsm :/ gh and yin says it was lik old folks singing show. all the pple were soooooo san pa (三八 in hokkien) ! according to yin, the people were being spontaneous. over spontaneous until super funny. mr james bond guy is so ____ . i totally wont mind him being my father :D but he shldnt sing. his james bond image all gone ~

the hsm trailer make me want to watch hsm3 even more ! zac elfron is lik WOAH shuai/hot/cute. so i went "omg !" "ahhh !" "ohhh !" when i saw him on the screen. :D

okay despite my random reminder, WE STILL FORGET TO TAKE PHOTO !

and last update: i finished watching 命中注定我爱你 ! :D

2008-09-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

阳光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖
把我心燃烧也得不到拥抱
所有争吵让一切的美好停在我的手表
慢慢的消耗消失在每分每秒

把你握紧却捏碎了
真心无法作比较就算我爱得很霸道

看你走上了天桥我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情就遗落在街角
看你越过分隔岛我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉忘了
曾说过要一起到老

(你说过要一起到老)
(你的声音我听不到)
(你的美好我看不到)
(你的爱情我等不到）

所有争吵让一切的美好停在我的手表
慢慢的消耗消失在每分每秒

把你握紧却捏碎了
真心无法作比较就算我爱得很霸道

看你走上了天桥我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情就遗落在街角看
你越过分隔岛我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾说过要一起到老

我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在这条曾经说过要一起
走的幸福大道

看你走上了天桥我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情就遗落在街角看
你越过分隔岛我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾说过要一起到老

- 你走天桥我走地下道, 何维健

this song on my playlist was stuck in my head while doing chem paper today. so nice. okay his songs are all so nice :D

i realise i have mid-life crisis. and prelims are crap -_- hopeless alrdy.

2008-09-05T09:26:00.001+08:00

raining is bad ):
but it kept raining and raining and raining
rahhhh !

a song to listen during rainy day:

窗外的麻雀在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁

秋刀鱼的滋味猫跟你都想了解
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回
那温暖的阳光像刚摘的鲜艳草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉

雨下整夜
我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶
跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非
也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页

2008-08-30T18:48:00.002+08:00

i noe chu will want this asap. mayb pei too (:

2008-08-27T21:55:00.001+08:00

good luck everyone (:

2008-08-24T23:44:00.004+08:00

okay shall blogged since yin requested it.

MY NEW IDOL (: HAHAHAHAHAH !

hahahahah ! im fainting ~

so i go to sch everyday and start whining to ser ser about zhishu and i bet she cant stand me. :D and the last ep is soooo sad that i cried till my eyes were so swollen the next day and i can hardly open them for at least 3hrs. thankfully, i skipped sch so it doesnt really matter if i cant open my eyes.

i broke my promise. i promise myself i wont watch him until after prelim. but i finished all the 幕后花絮 ytd -_- and i visit youtube to watch him everyday. AHHH TERRIBLE !!!

joce. you must be a good girl and stop watching zheng yuan chang alrdy !

i shld let go of him. it's time. he came at a wrong time. coming into my life before prelim is such a wrong time !!
oh my zhishu T.T

:DDD

tv shld just stop showing nice shows during exam period.
sec4: goong
j2: 恶作剧命中注定我爱你 honey clover(have no idea what is it bout. but since got my yuan chang so shld be nice ! :DDD )

see ! when we have major exam and there is so many nice things to watch. tv is bad !! RAHHH.

yin says to blog bout her. yadada yadada. i love you. you love me. we are happy family ! :D

*lost count on the days to prelim and alvls*

2008-08-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

my house is soooooooooooooooooo noisy now with the 7th mth dinner at my void deck !!!! -_- this is bad !!! i have to blast music from my comp and my ears kind of hurt :/

today is fun ! everyone is watching SINGAPORE VS S.KOREA for olympics table-tennis girls semi-finals. hahah. was watching the match outside the school library. even teachers came out of the staffroom to watch. yin and i think that all they lack were lik popcorn or ka chang pu teh. so we were watching half way, the sch decided to off the tv ! WHATEVERRR !!! auto-off it i mean. there were lik boo-ing sound from everywhere. hahaha.

so we went to watch at kopitiam ! hahah. i cant eat my food in peace. it is too exciting ! but everyone is lik blocking my tv view !! gh says she will throw her chopsticks at pple who block her, while i just !#$%^&*().

all of us cheered when feng tian wei scored the last point. HAHAHA. is rare to see ny pple cheering tgt. (: CONGRATS SINGAPORE ! first medal man !!!!! okay the prev medal sg had was 40yrs ago. so YAY man ! :D

oh ya. both the tv in sch and at the kopitiam is muted. no sound. bet yi will love it (((:

and the drink stall uncle attempted to earn my money.
uncle: yay ! 新加坡赢了! 要开水庆祝 !
me: errr..不要. *smiles*

random qns i asked yin and gh:
would you rather meet a ghost or a vampire ?

the full moon is very pretty. but is not 八月十五.

2008-08-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

tired. really tired.
night study these two days were better. in fact much better ! last week NSP was really crap -_- and is friday alrdy ! is a miracle that im still not on my bed yet.

prelim is near. YAY ! time for me to shut down and live in my world of self-denial. I TOTALLY LOVE ECONS ! :D

pray hard that econs doesnt send me to slp from now on.

time to recharge for tomm ! i nd more brainpower to last me for another day.

my strawberry cheesecake icecream, medium size tub. fairprice sells it. thankyou ! (:

2008-08-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

Honey why you callin me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin' to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think she has a clue

Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name it sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you callin me so late?

-lips of an angel

yeah. i noe this song is quite old but i like (: old songs make me happy (:

horrifying accurate. live with it joce. u dont have a choice.

2008-08-01T21:39:00.004+08:00

today's econs lesson is lik damn funny. clive was telling me bout the friendship test he did with jon. and both of them scored lik less than 5 out of 15 qns for each other.

so chu suggest that we shld do for each other too ! and our ans is lik damn funny. clive and ser ser were laughing away lah.

this is the test:
#1. fav flower
#2. bedroom colour
#3. fav movie
#4. biggest celebrity crush
#5. you hate it when ......
#6. you rather die than eat ......
#7. what superhero power do u want
#8. what you do when u are nervous
#9. you are secretly in love with ......
#10. what you fear the most
#11. fav singer
#12. most proud part of your body/face
#13. what do you want to be when you grow up
#14. worst subject
#15. fav teacher
* try doing it with ur friends. just write one set about urself and another set for ur friend. and then compare the ans ! (:

i scored 7 correct for chu and she scored lik 5 for me. HAHAHA. but shld be more lor cos some of the ans i think is can be counted de. even ser ser say some ans i write about myself is nva think properly one. and i agree.

so during lunch, gh ser yin and i did the test tgt. the ans were lik hilarious. okay im too predictable.

oh and i saw this on the tv in sch:

27 days to prelim

T.T

谁说蓝色等于忧郁，你看看天空和海洋。
tuning back to the normal mode.

2008-07-30T17:56:00.004+08:00

seriously, people should be more civilised man.

so this morning when i step into the lift, the lift stink lik hell. when i say it stinks lik hell, IT REALLY DID. the smell of urine is lik O.O + ~!#$%^&*()
if u think ammonia stinks, mayb u can try this. the smell is even worst than the garbage chute. and i swear lik first thing in the morning. thanks. the view of that pool of yellowish liquid is even worst. so totally cant blame me for swearing. -_-

why cant people just be more considerate ? lik hello ? just because u are not the one cleaning it doesnt mean u can make a mess. cant u just think bout the old auntie who cleans it every morning ? she dont deserved this at all ! !#$%^&*() + *roll eyes* my mum told me the auntie complained to her about this. imagine she has to clean up all those urine or whatever you have vomitted out. whoever is the culprit (that's if he can be caught) should be made to do the auntie's work and make sure he clean until he doesnt do it again.

i just cant stand it. there was once this guy living on the same block as me and happens to be gg to sch at the same time too. so we took the same lift. so while we were waiting for the lift to come up, he spit lik n times. and he tio diao-ed by me.

okay chill chill.

was on 269 when a auntie was carrying a baby sat beside me. the baby is soooooooooooo cute. the eyes is lik so big and round and double eyelid ! but still couldnt match with the ones i saw on monday morning. but i couldnt differentiate if the baby is a boy or a girl :/ the baby look lik a boy and was wearing a pink/purple barney scandel ? o.O

so i kept looking at the baby even though he (assuming he is a boy since he looks lik one) wasnt facing me. i feel so fortunate for him. he still have many more years to enjoy before he step into this reality. no worries, no problems. just himself in his own baby world. he doesnt have to face the stress, doesnt have a's to take.

but perhaps, he might face more stress later on in his life than we did when we are young. pri sch is must harder now. i have seen PSLE qns that i dunno how to do. the kids have to do so much more things that we dun have to do last time. life is gonna get tougher for everyone.

sighs.

2008-07-26T13:52:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEI !
(:

i only can say this week is so far the most interesting week since the term start.

caught dark knight on thurs night with gh, yin and our class guys ! HAHAHA. bruce is lik so MAN. but he oso quite a poor thing )): his carS are lik all so nice ! they wasted one lambo in the movie. they shld just give me the lambo instead of wasting it. the joker is funny. his jokes are kind of funny but abit sadistic :/

some random ahbeng kept staring at yin and i while we were waiting for bus to go home. so freaky !

went to eat ASHTON at serangoon garden ytd during break with gh ser and yin. is NICER than botak. at least they got more choices. next time we can go and try other kinds of chicken/fish again ! (: and i suddenly rem we din take photo of our food ):

headed to meet torto with chu and terrance after class. our prediction is gonna come true alrdy ! :D had carvana before gg to pei's house to surprise.
~~plan A - dinner at novena~~ (couldnt work)
~~plan B - surprise her at her house~~ (didnt work)
plan C - 2nd round of dinner at her house

was damn bloated ytd but i like our dinner ytd (: STEAMBOAT ! HAHAHAHAHA. was telling chu that i very xiang nian pei's ahgong cook de soup and then tada ! we got surprise instead. ahgong cooked our share cos he noes we lik it. so even though i was damn full i still drank lik a few bowls of soup ((((:

a can of heniken has more power to turn me redder than red wine :/

is a miracle i din die during econs today, esp when i slept at 3 last night. the lecturer is much better and nicer teacher than you-noe-who lah.

http://www.coolkreations.com/

tv !

2008-07-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

糖心风暴 is lik getting nicer and nicer. it's actually quite long since im so addicted to a drama serial. actually my whole family is addicted ! so i cant help it you know ^^. i will lik chiong home by 9 and refuse to bathe until i watch finish. is a miracle since the first thing i do normally when i reach home is bathe. starhub shld just show 2hrs now then it wont be a torture to catch the ending of the show.

so alfred died ytd and dabao died today. ~!#$%^&*() WHY MUST ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE DIE AND ALL THE EVIL PEOPLE LIVE ?! this is so unfair !!!! i watched alrdy and i started flooding in front of the tv.

stupid 小妈 !!!! fight fight fight. FIGHT SOMEMORE LAH ! i hope the next one who die is you. even your own son oso 看不下去 mans and decide to go against her (lik today's ep). i hope she will 气死 or go crazy bcos eventually if the assets will not go to her. i mean, if the ending is that she won the case, i will dump my whole tv away. whoever wants my tv can go and take.

okay. this post doesnt makes much sense to ALOT of pple but nvm. i wan my alfred to come back ! T.T

IMUSTCONCENTRATEONMYGP ! IMUSTCONCENTRATEONMYGP ! IMUSTCONCENTRATEONMYGP !

2008-07-20T18:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED EIGHTEEN YI ! (((:

busy day ytd. went to surprise her with pearlyn with breakfast in the morning. managed to surprise her somemore, but she found us peeping at her behind the staircase door :P fast breakfast with pearl then went FAR EAST FLORA to buy decos.

okay two gong gongs overshot the bus stop and so we decided to take a bus back rather than walk. THE FLOWERS THERE ARE SO PRETTY (and cheap) ! totally love roses ! roses smells the best ((:

went to yi house for dessert party (: help with the decos and stuffs. so fun !! :D and i fell in love with the white roses again and decided to walk around with it everywhere i go (: the food is lik WOAH ! even though is lik desserts only. feel a bit tramatise with so many pple.

torto had fun entertaining ourselves with saying ONCE YOU ARE LATE, YOU ARE OUT to suwi. pearl said this to me while at the flora, "SEE. THIS IS REALITY. WHEN YOU ARE PRETTY, YOU WORTH MORE. " okay since when did she get so 深奥 ? esp when both sentences came out from her. O.O

oh ! and we met mr la pi xiao xin (:

drank a little. okay mayb everything add tgt is lik one paper cup. and i went red. pinkish red.

ran 6rds + walk 2rds with gh with ahyong joing us on fri. and then im suffering from muscle aches now -_-

2008-07-17T20:11:00.003+08:00

im behaving so weirdly today until i myself oso think im crazy.

so was on the way home. i was told by a kind soul that alvl is ONE HUNDRED DAYS away.

ONE HUNDRED DAYS !!!!

and im still idling. okay just let me die.

ser ser is getting scared. she keeps telling me that a's is 3 and a half mths away. i think im scared but im choosing to avoid it. whatever. whatever lah.

went chu house on tue. so fun !!!!!! (: but i missed lik 4 or 5 buses to amk because is damn packed !! it sounds ridiculous but is truee !!! so pple, if next time ur friends tells u that they missed lik so many buses, pls believe them. my godsis say my excuse for coming home late for dinner is lame -_-.

okay sth random.
presenting to you the gay couple of 0722 (:

so sweet of them (:

2008-07-13T00:49:00.002+08:00

today is my laughing day ((:

i want an older sister so i can share her wardrobe with her )))):

2008-07-09T20:03:00.003+08:00

proper lesson today. it sucks -_- it deprives us our breaks.

THREE AND A HALF HOUR WITHOUT BREAK !!!!

and it is still so sian ! the teachers seems to have more power now - the power to put us to slp. i was struggling for econs and chem today.

for once, i enjoy teo's lesson. he is just too entertaining. i cant stop laughing lahh. he will just rock to and fro and rock somemore while standing as if he was the boat rocking on the sea. and for a moment, i thot he wanted to start dancing bcos of his sudden movement.

and i was laughing damn hard during reading period. all gh's fault ! HAHAHA. say _ _ looks lik a chimpanzee. WHATEVER !! HE DOES NOT OKAY ! HAHAHAHAHA !

got back results as well. perhaps this is the best i could have hoped for. got back 3 subj alrdy. i dont have much hope for the other 2 subj, namely econs and gp. i would be creating a miracle if i pass these two.

my dearS, pls (:

2008-07-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

okay. seriously, IM DAMN BORED !!!!

so this is life after hiding in my room for 2weeks.

watched tv the whole day ytd and stared at the comp the whole day today.
so bored so boredddddddddddddddddddd.

okay bye !

2008-07-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

22 sentosa trip ytd. as expected, im still red from it -_- i wonder if i did get tanned. my back is lik damn pain and red and hot. and i got a ugly tank top shape on my back. zzz. i think my back now look worst than before. :/

but overall, it was fun with eating, play captain's ball, soccer, cycling, volleyballing, getting buried (my legs only) and playing in water (: the water there is getting dirtier and dirtier. and is SUPER DUPER salty !!

oh ! there were lik hot and tan pple everywhere at sentosa ! HAHAHAHA

had dinner with torto. FULL ATTENDANCE !!! ((((((((((((((((((((:
cheap cheap and damn nice korean food. :D it was the first proper meal i had in 2 days. i gave up talking and eat. pei was asking me to stop eating so fast. the vanilla ice cream is yummy even though is lik vanilla !

some pple had meeting at the eating place and came over and say we are too noisy :/

girls' talk at some random pathway. i was right not to wear a skirt and to bring more tissuse.

我从不相信自己也无法面对现实
当生命失去了光我就失去了方向
前路依然很模糊要挣脱许多束缚
你让我依靠让我坚强
你守护在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁

当我还不够坚强推翻命运的围墙
你还是和我在一起给我无限的勇气
路依然走得困难当我变成了负担
你依然把我紧紧拉着我就是最幸福的

每当我需要依靠你你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你你一定会在这里(就在这里)
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁(总会在我身旁)

我需要依靠你(要依靠你)
你就在这里
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁

im thankful that i had them with me.

i wore my sunglass to stop scaring pple. probly the uncle that picked me up must have thot that im crazy.

taxi drivers that drives at night are the nicest drivers. everytime i take a taxi home at night (like near midnight), i always get nice taxi uncle. (: ytd night was no exception ((:

END OF MIDYR !

2008-07-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

woot ! last paper today so here comes my HOLIDAYS !!!

shopping, sentosa, dinner !

WO LAI YE !!!

i feel so guilty when my godsis ask about my papers. >.<

im totally addicted to lin you jia's songs. (((:
i think he is damn cute ! okay mayb minus the fact that he look very ugly when he sings.